baby's got the bends

[lauracore]

Where do we go from here?
The words are coming out all weird
Where are you now when I need you?

am i really sinking this low?

Comments

[blueblackabove]

I was at work, but I'm home now.

<3

[ipromiseyou]

you know, i was reading a couple of entries back into your journal...i particularly liked your year in reflection.

it's funny how life mirrors the horrors of reality through our own fatile flaws. and it's funny how people who are edge or vegan or whatever the hell they claim to be do it...just cause. there's no cause, no backbone, they just wanted to climb the status ladder to nowhere.

flashforwawrd to, oh, 6 years later...here you are bitting at bloody stumps praying somebody would put a bullet in your head, while guzzling schnaaps, and taking handfuls of xanax...

*smile* however, a couple of trips to the mental hospital, sabatoging just about every relationship you have, recovering some of them (not to mention a few life-style changes and some prayer...) really does some wonders...

.devon. by the by all of the above was refering to myself, not laura.

[lauracore]

oh how easy it is to relate...

it's funny how we all have our different stories but we all seem to find ourselves in essentially the same places.

The real test

[plaski_kiaran]

Let me tell you something. Everyone makes stupid decisions in their lives, but that is the definition of living. If we knew what would happen, we would just end it now.
The real test is learning to live with the mistakes you've made and trying not to make them again.
Who knows...you might even enjoy yourself

p.s. I don't know what I'm talking about