Practice post 3

Jul 29, 2010 19:35



Practice post for posting a fanfic under a cut in Livejournal. If this doesn’t work try to fix it a few times. And if I can’t fix this specific entry then I’ll just start a new one and try again.


I have a lot of Luke and Reid prompts that I haven’t started on yet. Some of them are gap-fillers to take place until next week’s Ruke episode. Some are future fic’s. plus, a lot can be AU. There are enough details in recent spoilers for next week to figure out how it’s going to do down on the show.

A hole so empty and deep everyone and everything in the world couldn’t fill it. The unseen, but felt, hole that exists within called loneliness. Only present when love is not. It hurts deep down in your gut worse than any physical pain you could ever feel. If though it’s so big, there is one thing that can fill it. Love. Not love from family or friends, but from a boyfriend that turns into husband. Family love you because you are a part of them and they know you well enough to see who you are. Friends is the second best kind of love. Because family didn’t pick you, they were given no choice. Friends have a choice, they pick you. And they have similar interests, and they understand you. They get you, just like you get them. Plus, friends love you like family. They are they family you got to choose. The family that choose you, when they didn’t have to. But, the best kind of love is from your significant other. He loves you enough to spend everyday with you and wants to. He can’t wait to see you, misses you when you are not there with him. He shows you affection and you become closer with him than a friend. You share a special more personal connection than you do with anyone. I don’t know it’s really hard to explain how a boyfriends love is more than a friends love. How you could have countless friends and still be really really lonely. Because you have a lot of friends but at the end of the day you still don’t have anyone to come home to. You go to bed alone with nothing to keep you warm but a lifeless blanket.

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