i hear the moans even though they are all the way in the living room and i'm in my bedroom. unless i push up the volume so that the music is screaming at me through my headphones to drown out the moans. to the others the moans are responses from my bed ridden mom. to me they sound like she is pain. and since those are the only sounds she makes, can ( Read more... )

all the things that remind me of you. the things i had to live off of until you can come home. you weren't suppose to come home until you were better and recovering. instead now you are home so you can spend your last days, week, or however long you have left w/ family. once you pass i will really have to live off those things. i will clutch them ( Read more... )