you've been the only thing that's right
I'm not sure what's up with me. I don't feel like myself. I laugh but there's nothing behind it, don't be fooled. You're not that funny. :)
I had a conversation with JB at work and he spilled all of his feelings about what he perceives me as. According to his "wise" perceptions, i'm dumb, clarified to the extent that i "don't have common sense." piece of bull numero uno. I'm selfish and I don't care about other people's feelings. piece of bullshit numero dos. anyone that truly knows me knows that i've screwed myself over many-a times helping other people out - it's just my nature. And last but certainly not least, i "judge people and hold things against them until they prove me wrong." If i'm not mistaken, it's human nature to make small judgements and hold them as true until the person does something that makes you think otherwise. I don't hold things against people. I can't think of too many people that i genuinely despise. Hypocrisy rocks... to think i was actually believing the words coming out of his mouth.
christmas is coming and i want someone to share it with
it's times like these when i realize what a backbone support my mom is to me. when she's angry or disappointed with me, it breaks my heart more than i can explain. most kids can't empathize.
*heavy sigh*
i need to see the beauty in the breakdown and realize that life could be so much worse, i should be happy, damn it. tomorrow will be a much better day, i can guarentee it
class meeting tonight... they don't mean as much as they used to
<33 you all
*if you haven't please aid my self-depricating mood by filling out the survey in my last post
*p.s. pino - i'm gonna learn to bowl and kick your ass
I had a conversation with JB at work and he spilled all of his feelings about what he perceives me as. According to his "wise" perceptions, i'm dumb, clarified to the extent that i "don't have common sense." piece of bull numero uno. I'm selfish and I don't care about other people's feelings. piece of bullshit numero dos. anyone that truly knows me knows that i've screwed myself over many-a times helping other people out - it's just my nature. And last but certainly not least, i "judge people and hold things against them until they prove me wrong." If i'm not mistaken, it's human nature to make small judgements and hold them as true until the person does something that makes you think otherwise. I don't hold things against people. I can't think of too many people that i genuinely despise. Hypocrisy rocks... to think i was actually believing the words coming out of his mouth.
christmas is coming and i want someone to share it with
it's times like these when i realize what a backbone support my mom is to me. when she's angry or disappointed with me, it breaks my heart more than i can explain. most kids can't empathize.
*heavy sigh*
i need to see the beauty in the breakdown and realize that life could be so much worse, i should be happy, damn it. tomorrow will be a much better day, i can guarentee it
class meeting tonight... they don't mean as much as they used to
<33 you all
*if you haven't please aid my self-depricating mood by filling out the survey in my last post
*p.s. pino - i'm gonna learn to bowl and kick your ass