Haven't been sleeping well lately... A lot on my mind ( Read more... )

I'm starting to embrace it.

My age.

I wish I would have known some of the things now back then.

But that is now how life works.

It would be too easy if you knew what you did now-then.

I feel more in control of my life right now.

I am starting to feel better.

It's getting easier...

yea that's how I feel right now.

Sucks :((((

I'm not sure what to think right now. I am 24 years old and I feel like I am not making much headway. The older I get, the more anxious I become. I hate it ( Read more... )

So, I realized that I don't make a lot of money compared to everyone else that I work with.

It sucks, it hurts.

I accepted the pay because I thought (at the time) that it was reasonable.

Now I realize that my employees probably make as much as I do.

Anyways, it just sucks and I am just trying to figure out what to do next...

Soooo...my mind is all sorts of fucked up lately. I am a full blown hypochondriac and I don't know whether or not I want to be with my boyfriend. This sucks ( Read more... )

I need to keep myself calm.

I need to stop thinking these thoughts.

It's making me feel depressed/anxious/scared/hopeless.

Why? not sure...

I hate my job (s) (not all of them)

I am a LOSER! I have -0 social life.

And yea...that's about it. I really really really hope for this other job opportunity... I will be heart broken if it falls through.

He doesn't want me now or ever.

Except it. Stop thinking about it. What he told you is a lie and that is that.

He doesn't want me.

He doesn't need me.

fin.

but I've just decided not to put up with people's shiot ( Read more... )