dear mom and dad, please send money...im so broke that it aint funny...
pretty much one of the best weekends of my life.
i already posted about friday.
saturday:
-anna came down from athens
-met up with AA, kim, jenn, and whit at the baseball game, which, sadly, we lost
-went to the mall with anna and window shopped for the dorm
-met my parents for a quick dinner at chilis (where court sat us ahead of a bunch of people...thanks girl!)
-saw "be cool" with anna, AA, emi, clay, zach, tyler, alex, michael, and alyssa. it was the worst movie ive ever seen, although clay and zach seemed to like it...
-ate at steak and shake with the same crowd, then went home to hang out with anna
sunday:
-anna left early in the morning
-worked on banquet stuff
-went to the banquet, and actually felt sadder than i originally anticipated. our gag awards were a hit!
-hurried to church, and proceeded to cry at each reading, especially the 2nd one, which was my search verse (ephesians 5:8)
-drove to emi's and helped her get ready, then went to the bowling alley with her, AA, alex, mindy, court, ashley, clay, zach, and michael. left the bowling alley because it was crowded. went to ashley's house. went to mindy's house. had a shaving cream fight in the street until we got in trouble. went to AA's house. watched goldmember and then spent the night. had a good talk with AA...
today:
-came home and worked on my english project and math homework all day. blah.
-starting to feel sick. blah again.
-burned 4 country cds. thats 320 minutes of country. yay.
i thought about Search all weekend...i just couldnt get it off my mind. i dont know how to explain the feelings i got from it, but i think it was a mixture of sadness, remorse, and relief, if that makes any sense. after such a great weekend, i dont regret not applying. in fact, i think it showed just how well the Lord's plan works in our favor if we trust in it...but i missed kelly. and i missed closing. and warm fuzzies. and adoration. i guess life is full of trade-offs, and i think that in my heart, i made the right choice...
the Lord is my light and my salvation...whom shall i fear? the Lord is my stronghold and my refuge... how can i be afraid?