Comments | lauren102: its over...

lauren102

its over...

May 20, 2005 15:01

i dont think my feelings have ever been this raw or exposed. im so sad, devastated, and broken-hearted, and i have no idea why after 3 years of wanting to graduate, i am this hesitant to move on. i bolted out of school this afternoon, but when i was driving off, i started to regret leaving so quickly. i wish i could have stood around for hours ( Read more... )

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emishu May 20 2005, 14:33:13 UTC

Well goodness Lauren, after talking to you and reading this I almost feel as if I'm just numb to it all. The only time I've cried so far was at baccalaurate when Whitney and Rachel sang. Reading your post is finally making me realize that today was it for a lot of things. Unfortunately, I will be going to school next week, but I won't ever have lunch in the Commons or sit with you in Psychology or walk to sixth period with you anymore and it makes me sad. I have now become a sap along with you...

lauren102 May 20 2005, 15:06:58 UTC

and ps...

my second favorite moment between me and you, along with our many late night talks at various empty parking lots and fast food restaurants, is seeing that cross on your dash this past week.

i love you.

jellykelly06 May 20 2005, 15:16:39 UTC

aww lauren i started getting teary eyed as i read that. i have a feeling i'm going to be the same way. i want to get out of school so much, but i'm so afraid that i will lose all my friends from the past 12 years of school (i'm still friends with 3 ppl from my KINDERGARTEN class) yet at the same time i think i need to move on, and meet new people and get out of gwinnett county.
sigh. if i'm already feeling this way now, next year will be a doosy!
and i totally didn't know anything about snr letters. hopefully in the near future i will write some senior e-mails :-)

xmadenthe80s May 20 2005, 15:17:38 UTC

i miss you

lauren102 May 20 2005, 15:20:02 UTC

wow nik. i miss you too.

and i just wanted to let you know that i love you and think about you.

xmadenthe80s May 20 2005, 16:27:14 UTC

thanks lauren

congrats to graduating!!!

quik_m May 20 2005, 17:04:43 UTC

mother of god. im only up there under the swim team genre

lauren102 May 21 2005, 07:47:52 UTC

yeah, but these were just from senior year.

you take up many of my other memories from high school...pretty much more than any other guy i know.

so consider yourself lucky :)

aarienmakil May 25 2005, 06:54:33 UTC

sweetheart, I know this'll sound cheesy and run-of-the-mill but. . .

I won't forget you, I can't
You're absolutely unforgetable. . .period. . .no questions asked
anyhow, I've known you for too long to be able to