hm, update time. i got a job today, guys! haha, i start monday at bob evans. i'm kind of excited, well not really, but i just need money. i want to keep myself busy, and i think it will work. ah, this is so exciting! anyway, i just got home. megan went with me, she had to calm me down. i was NERVOUS ( Read more... )

i woke up with this left on my away message last night..

Chridida (10:47:48 PM): is Virginia too far?

you know what that means. he is going to want me to find a way to virginia to see him. someone talk me out of this!

sorry for the last entry, just ignore it. i'm back in my good mood after taking a long nap. life isn't that bad. i hate mondays, but i really hope this week is going to go by really fast! i'm like pumped for the weekend! woohoo! its going to be AWESOME. ah, i just can't wait. i'm still pretty happy these days. arik is great, so are my friendsss. oh ( Read more... )

okay so i need to VENT. i had a great day today, until right after school. i was in the best mood allll day until i got into the car with my dad. i don't even want to refer to him as my dad anymore. i can't stand that man, all he ever does is get me upset. i feel like crying. he wasn't there for me when i was a kid, and now that he is trying to be ( Read more... )

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It has been my experience that those who do not like you fall into two categories; the stupid, and the envious.

heyyyyy.

it's a been a while. everything is going good for me right now. i've been having good days lately, and sometimes it feels like i have a permanent smile on my face. yesterday, i was laughing just be laughing. it feels good to seriously be happy again. its been waaay to long since i haven't been sitting at home crying and listening to ( Read more... )

me and arik are finally dating. i am just really happy. it finallyy happened, i sure had to wait long enough though. i just thought i'd give ya the update, though. i've got some homework. LOVE YOU♥

amazing weekend. friday night, i hung out with jimmy and jay. that was pretty fun, we chilled, then went to target. after they left, arik came over, and we watched a movie. he left around 1. then, saturday morning, i got up at like 7 and got ready. i went to modeling audition for a convention in august. i'm one of the few they chose, which means i' ( Read more... )

hey guys. it's really been a while again, time has been going by soo fast. tomorrow is thursday, already. last week was just a really chill out weekend. i didn't really do much, i went to the huntington mall with jordan. i found alot of cute stuff there. ;] i got to drive there by myself too! it was nice. anyway, i don't really have a point to ( Read more... )