Comments | lauren_faith: It's all i can do to wake up in the mornings..

lauren_faith

It's all i can do to wake up in the mornings..

Apr 22, 2004 21:16

Yes, I can be a cold heartless bitch, but hey, i have feelings too, and yea they do get hurt - i rarely if ever let it show, but when i do let it show, believe me - its something to see ( Read more... )

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LC!!!!!!!!! anonymous April 23 2004, 12:14:40 UTC

LC I love you and you know this, we have been through so much and girl you know that I know exactly where you are coming from with all the bitchin and stuff we have to take from our parents!!! You know that we have been through a lot but I still am here for you!! No matter what! I Love you Girl!!! <3 Thimmy

Re: LC!!!!!!!!! lauren_faith April 23 2004, 12:53:56 UTC

MY THIMMY!! Yea we got those bitch ass parents. You know how my momma be bitchin' at every damn body! I love you girl and im glad that i gotcha! Had fun shopping and skipping school today by the way! <333.

erinn_michelle April 23 2004, 12:35:16 UTC

Lauren, I don't know if part of your update is about me or not. Look, I don't like us fighting. At all. You're someone very close to me, I try and tell you most of everything about me life, knowing that you will never look down on me because of my mistakes. (And I had made many, mainly being KURT.) You should know better than to think I would not still respect you just as much as I always have just because of something you might have done or said or whatever. That's what the meaning of friends is, trusting and knowing they'll love you forever. I think we should just let it blow over for a few days and when Monday comes we will be back to almost normal. I'm sorry that I sometimes push for you to see my way. I should let you live your life on your own, you're big enough to see things for yourself. You haven't lost me and you never will. I just hope the same goes for me.

lauren_faith April 23 2004, 12:52:41 UTC

You will never lose me either. It really hurts me for us not to talk, and yea the whole 2nd part was about you. I miss talking to you and i honestly really do hate us fighting. Im so confused about everything. You can talk to me again whenever you want to, im always here and will always be your best friend.

I love ya Lauren... suhvannuh April 23 2004, 22:02:52 UTC

Hey, sweetie it will be ok. My parents are very similar to yours. I get told that same shit. i think it's like a parental code or something that they have to make you feel like shit or they are not cool with the other parents, ha ha. But yeah, I get a $16,000 scholarship and they told me that I did the "easy" part... whatever the fuck that's supposed to mean. But you know what, you have ppl that care about you... they will come around once they realize you are going to be ok in life. I am here for you any time you need me...

<3Savannah

Re: I love ya Lauren... lauren_faith April 24 2004, 07:32:09 UTC

Thanks Sav..i needed to hear all that, it helps when you know that other ppl are in the same boat as you are and you are not the only one going thru it. Thanks girl! Luv ya!

OH SWEETIE twinkle_star_8 April 24 2004, 07:54:07 UTC

LC, dON'T LET THEM GET YOU DOWN...I HAD TO LEARN THAT THE HARD WAY. i HAVE LIVED IN 3 DIFFERENT HOMES IN THE LAST 3 MONTHS. iT'S BEEN HARD. mY MOM SAYS I'M NOT HER DAUGHTER ANYMORE AND THAT SHE'S NOT THERE AND I DON'T GET TO SEE MY DAD B/C HE LIVES IN hIGHPOINT AND HE IS S TRUCK DRIVER. sO I HAVE TO LIVE WITH A FAMILY THAT IS DIFFERENT FROM ME, AND LIVE BY COMPLETLY DIFFERENT RULES. i HAVE TO BUY ALL MY OWN STUFF, FOOD, CLOTHES, PROM STUFF, COLLEGE, CAR.....IT SUCKS. aND I WANT HAVE ANYWHERE TO GO AFTER I GRADUATE. i REALLY DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO YET, BUT I'M FEELING YA ON THE PARENTS AND I'M HERE IF YOU NEED SOMEONE TO TALK TO...I THINK I SHOULD KNOW THE ANSWERS. LOVE YA GIRL AND KEEP YOUR HEAD HIGH, YOU SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE CARE ABOUT YOU...WE ALL DO. NICOLE

Re: OH SWEETIE lauren_faith April 24 2004, 10:35:19 UTC

Im glad that i got you guys to care about me, and girl i care about you too! I'm sorry about you situation too, and if you need me im always here for you! It seems like this year the people that i could really turn to were right under my nose and i had failed to see them there, i turned to all the wrong ppl for suport, the ones who didnt really care about me. It sucks that im just now finding these ppl now that our high school career is about over, but hey, im glad that we talk now girl!! And im excited about us all 4 going to prom together! Luv ya girl, and thanks! Lauren