my life is a mess.

someone come fix it.

FUCK MY LIFE why am i so unbelievably broke and awful at managing my fucking money.  just overdrafted AGAIN because i thought i had enough money to take out a certain amount, i budgetted and everything but fucking express decided to take my payment out NOW instead of 4 fucking days ago and i didnt notice so i overdrafted and fuck my life i hate ( Read more... )

 Can you answer all of these questions without saying "I dont know"?
probably i can be quite creative

Why aren't you dating the person you like?
i most certainly am

Do you currently have feelings for anybody?
alot

What does your last text message say
i gotta go love you bye

What are you thinking right now?
i dont wanna learn about crocs

When ( Read more... )

 i found my most favorite place in florence.
its to the left of the ponte vecchio theres a little path that leads right down to the arno and there are benches. down there you cant hear the tourists you cant hear the cars you cant hear the venders trying to sell you fake gucci bags. its peaceful and hidden away from everything.  i sat down there for ( Read more... )

"the art of living does not consist in preserving and clinging to a particular mood of happiness, but in allowing happiness to change its form without being disappointed by the change; for happiness, like a child, must be allowed to grow up."
- charles langbridge morgan

venice was absoultey my favorite place I've been to so far, i knew it was my favorite when i was here five years ago and definitely was not mistaken.  everything about it is so unique and this weekend it was chilly but the cool crisp air mixed with the salty and fishy smell reminded me of home.  i got lost but wasnt really that scared, even though ( Read more... )

'Why can't you be with me
Watching American TV
We'll order in chinese
And ask the world to stay away, please'

this weekend was so much fun. i just stayed in florence but for the first time i felt so unbelieveably happy. i went out with christina and the babson girls, who quite honestly i love and want them to be my friends. and they were acting ( Read more... )

“We all have the potential to fall in love a thousand times in our lifetime. It’s easy. The first girl I ever loved was someone I knew in sixth grade. Her name was Missy; we talked about horses. The last girl I love will be someone I haven’t even met yet, probably. They all count. But there are certain people you love who do something else; they ( Read more... )

why does this has to happen
and why wont you tell me.

capri was the most beautiful place ive ever seen. it took my breath away and  i would be perfectly content living there forever.  we took a chairlift to the top of the mountain and at 3000 feet up i could still see to the bottom of the water.  the whole town smelled of that sweet beauitful smell of salt water and i wanted to bottle it up and take ( Read more... )