Down in Muncie for a few days. Leslie and I are doing manicures and pedicures. I'm excited about it...it's nice to be down here without having to work or go to school. I will be back here on the 11th for the camp. I need to get people to sub for me for those days that I will miss while I'm here...It's easy money though. Coach is having me stay in ( Read more... )

I'm sick of people being so fucking fickle...we aren't like 14 and in middle school here...seriously. I wish it wouldn't bother me so much but I guess that's what I get for caring ( Read more... )

I was just looking at some pictures of friends I went to middle school with. In these pictures, they are with other friends that also went to middle school with...people I was friends with...all of whom went to Valpo. I can't help but wonder what things would be like now if I had gone to Valpo High School instead of moving to Chesterton when I did ( Read more... )

You can't find the answers
Til you learn the questions
You won't appear stupid,
Just ask for directions...

You're insecure,
And it clouds your perception.
So stop and listen
And learn a lesson
In love without condition.

I'm really pissed off right now - livid. I'm glad that my family hates my friends...the few that I have. I guess I understand why they don't consider some of them very good...but in true Lauren fashion I guess I let them walk all over me, which defines the friendship status. That's what my family sees anyway ( Read more... )

I have a secret...

...I just started a project. A secret project. A secret passion I have. Do you know it? Can you guess? If you do, I"ll share my secret. :-D It makes me happy for now. Keeps my mind off of the way things are.

Thats it.

This weekend sucked HUGE ass. Umm it just did...those who made it suck know why, everyone else - it just sucked. The only good thing is that I made $65 today working the gym show and playing poker. I think I had more alcohol this weekend than I have had in my life total...and I'm pretty sure I probably needed it. I probably need more, but I have ( Read more... )

So I'm sick of people's same old crap. And I'd like to think that I'm done putting up with it... so we'll go with that. I miss my friends from school cuz I feel like I have very few here. So yeah...thats how this week is going ( Read more... )

Feeling really alone right now

So I was told I needed to update this. I wasn't aware that people still read it. Um summer has started. I'm working at Gym Plus a few hours a week and I'm DJing tonight with Rob. That will be good times. I need money because I need a car. I feel trapped here at home without one. I mean, come on, I'm 21, living at home for the summer, and I don't ( Read more... )