Jesus is it hard to chill the fuck out! I spend all my goddamn time trying to do it ( Read more... )

Now school's done and I'm bored. I spent a week getting hammered then a week staying in cleaning and making sweet live-in boyfriend love and eating beautiful meals. Now Mickey's on his way to NY for the first in a couple of shows Mazarin is playing for their upcoming tour with the Walkmen. He'll be back late tonight, then to DC tomorrow and back ( Read more... )

I glanced at my last entry and I was all, puhleeze all you needed was to keep doing art projects. A week straight wasn't quite enough; it seems the 10 day mark is really where it's at. Now I am finally chilling out after all that double whammy finals week/boyfriend return crap. Fuck that! Much better now.

Yes!-Brought sewing machine upstairs for ( Read more... )

Accomplishments-Organized Ruthie's old bedroom into studio workroom with luxurious space to separate huge life drawing pads from fine arts portfolio from this year's project boards from 3D models. Still have room leftover to consider for other activities like guest-staying. Thinking of putting my sewing machine on Ruthie's old white desk she doesn' ( Read more... )

aka since the end of my semester last Friday:

WorkingI know I know BOOO but the only thing about not being in school is you have to work. Work is OK. It's a little hard to wrap my mind around the fact that I won't have any major scheduled distractions from my fairly mindless job in retail. After ohhhh three years I can pretty much do my job asleep ( Read more... )

After hanging up some pictures and doing a little rearranging I really like hanging out in my living room now. But I'm getting so fucking sick of being in my house I could scream. Since I only went as far as JB's on Friday and hosted Sammy's birthday BBQ here Saturday I feel like I haven't ventured out of Fishtown for anything except work in ( Read more... )

I'm home, Mickey's home. Our home. So strange and amazing and scary. Last night I watched him bounce into bed and pull the sheets up around his face and peek out at me with big eyes. I thought, He's actually here, HERE, in my bed, HERE. And then I thought, our bed. So intimate. It overwhelmed me ( Read more... )

TODAY!!! In three hours!!! Seeing my real life boyfriend!!!! Not a dream!!!

Exclamation!!!!!

I love everyone!! Sunshine!!!

Why do I have allergies today and therefore look busted and sniffly!!! Why God??!? I don't even care though cause I am SO EXCITED!!!!!!!!!

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I clicked on my own LJ to read it and man I've been such a bummer! I have definitely lightened up since writing that last entry. School wrapping up is helping. I still have a major project to complete by May 12 but honestly not much else. The narrowness of my focus makes it a lot easier to set goals and finish them. Consequently I've been working ( Read more... )

I dreamed you were angry. I dreamed I was lost and nobody wanted to help. I was crying and nobody cared. I dreamed I did nothing wrong and still I was faulted ( Read more... )