trying to figure out who you are is no easy task my friend.

so, last night at work some frat looking guy asked for a plastic to-go bag and then went into the bathroom with it. When he came out he did not have the bag anymore. I am still wondering what the bag was for and what he did with it.

So I pretty much had an awesome birthday. I love my friends.

I seriously want a dwarf hamster. cutest thing ever. I am way too amused by the one my roommate and i are babysitting.

lalalalalala.

I really need to clean my room.

Today was a really lovely day. I finally got a job on campus, which removes so much stress in my life. Also, the weather is beautiful and it was so nice walking to class and seeing everyone out and about. Oh, and last night I cleaned my room and washed all my clothes. I had to stay up until 2 oclock to do it, but i don't care because i feel so ( Read more... )

so i have this thing where i don't like to clean or straiten up in front of people. i don't know why but i must do it in solitude. its pretty inconvenient considering i have a roommate.

also, i finally have heat. i love heat. it makes me so happy.

i wish i could make a world of origami and collage and old movie posters and pollock prints and have a personal soundtrack to follow me around and a personal library and trees lit up with white christmas lights year round and rain on days when i need it, not when i don't.

fuck

i feel like i'm floating in the universe. i think i'd rather be grounded in world and its opportunities. i think i need to open myself up to possibilities.

i also need to learn how to spell.

ok.... so i think i might know what i want to do for the rest of my life, but its really scary because it's kind of out there and it would take a lot of work and planning to achieve, but i think i would love it... i just need to think more i guess...

i feel like my life is only questions. if i don't get some answers soon i just might...i don't know, but it won't be good. i seriously just want to quit.