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blah.

so I got a new car which is pretty awesome. Brand new 2007 Volvo S40 loaded. I'm wicked stoked on that, that's pretty much the only thing in my life that i'm stoked on honestly.

i hate it because lately i've been completely miserable and depressed. i hate everything so much and it sucks. i hate being depressed and this is the most depressed i' ( Read more... )

i don't believe in god, but i'm praying today just in case.

you're one of my best friends

i love you so much and i need you

you have to be ok, there's no other options

So I've been living in Tampa for the past week and a half. I've been back to Orlando like twice. I miss being home and hanging out with my friends and stuff. I've been trying to get out and do stuff in tampa every so often ( Read more... )

i'm back from mass. it was pretty decent ( Read more... )

So yeah, for those of you who haven't heard yet, I'm moving to Tampa. I'm not wicked stoked on it at all, but I'm going.

My company offered me a job to be store manager and making A LOT of money, and they're also giving me money to move there, and paying for me to live in a hotel until I find a place to live, so yeah, I really couldn't turn it down ( Read more... )

p.s.

all of these bummed out entries lately arent about juston, although i'd understand why people would assume they are.

so, it's official. I turned down my promotion to move to d.c. and take over the pentagon city store ( Read more... )

pause

wait no.....

STOP

now.....

rewind.....

let's go back...

before things were complicated...

before everything hurt....

i cant feellike this anymore

stressful week ( Read more... )