I dreamt of you last night. I was hurt and they asked you to come. And you did. I don't understand the symbolism in dreams...i just know that you are the only real part about them. I'm sorry to everyone for not being stronger. But the weight of you in my dreams is getting heavier by the day.

The rashness of my youth
I've been apologizing for it ever since
And I can't quite capture the intensity
Of this new found forgivness

this ideal: my new favorite drug

So folks I have an apartment!!! Finally! I'm living with this cool chick Linsdey. We are located right at the comm ave/harvard ave stop across from the dealership on the b-line. It's strange how things work out for the best sometimes. I don't really know how to describe my feelings right now..so maybe this quote will do ( Read more... )

what i've been learning is that the thing i want most...what i've always wanted is to someday just pick up and leave...and my life keeps twisting in all these unpredictable ways...but it's all becoming clearer that it's what i wanted...what i wished for. the ties i have with people i want to have them with will always be there..and everything is ( Read more... )

I'm going covert for awhile. My life is going through some crazy changes and I don't know what will happen....i hope i make it out alive.

To whom it concerns:

I had the broken version of you. To be honest I think i liked that best about you. Your faults that is. Now your someone I don't even recognize...how unfortunate.

sometimes sincere,
Lauren

Reasons i'm stoked about the fall ( Read more... )

Someday i think i might snap. Here are some options that i would like to explore ( Read more... )

things that make me not want to poke my own eyeballs out...
1. walking down my driveway with no shoes on to get the mail on a sunny day {it's very leave it to beaver}
2. driving the truck [except when i have a passenger who tries to mess with my radio}
3. making out with a cute boy
4. frosted flakes
5. the north pole

i think that's it for now.

My body lies under Lake Michigan ( Read more... )