Life Blows

Aug 26, 2004 22:01

Today was the first day of school, and it sucked so bad. My mom wont let me homeschool. I still cannot stop crying or thinking about him. THe night sky was so amazing tonight, but all I could think about is how I wish that Mike was here to share it with me. How can you have so much hatred in your heart for someone but never stop thinking about that ( Read more... )

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suerbear August 27 2004, 19:37:07 UTC
I'm sorry school sucked. Hopefully your mom will change her mind about homeschooling. You really got to lay on the fact that school is so corrupt and if you did homeschool you would go out in service a lot. Plus, you could come down here a lot and we could go out in service together.
About Mike: I know you are really hurting. I really wish I could do something to help. You know I'll always be here for you. As my mother always says; this to shall pass. I know you still really like him, but one day you will find a guy who deserves you, would never hurt you, and will never let you slip through his fingers. You will find a good man yet. Now you are young and have fun being a youth and having no relationship to tye you down.
Love you,
Suer

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tebear21 August 27 2004, 21:27:36 UTC
Hey hun! I'm so sorry this is so tough for you and your so confused about your feelings and emotions. I know it really sucks...and there's never anything anyone can say to make it better or make it go away. And no matter what advice or anyone tells you, your not just going to get over it or forget about it. But it just takes time, and Sara's right...this too will pass...eventually. Just hang in there until then. Call me anytime also. And because of what i said on Mike's journal please don't think i'm justifying what he did in any way. I'm totally on your side that it was a horrible act. Don not blame yourself though, it's not in any way your fault. And i'm just a firm believer in not fretting over things that are out of your control. Who knows if he's really being honest in feeling bad about what he did.. Only him and Jehovah really know. But in trying to be a good christian i'm trying to be compassionate like Jehovah and forgiving like i know we're supposed to be. I know that's alot easier for me to do though, and rightly so. Anyway ( ... )

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anonymous August 27 2004, 23:04:18 UTC
LIVES ( ... )

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stop_the_car August 29 2004, 10:43:13 UTC
i'm going to call you... and i hope you pick up tonight... sara was right and i know the pain that i've caused... i'm sorry...

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anonymous August 29 2004, 12:04:51 UTC
Hey my friend....this is Aaron...I am working on a package to send to all three of you soon...I am going to put some stuff together to send you to try and cheer you up alittle :) You should give me a call tonight or soon...we don't nearly talk enough HAHA anyway...I will talk to you later....Your buddy...Aaron...

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