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[laurina520]

Alright. I know a lot of people are probably gonna take this personally..since this is a really sensitive subject. And no i didnt flip out on anybody about going to younglife? Yeah you could say i flipped out on something else. But i think that made a lot more sense.

This is the story:

My best friend, who i spent every weekend with understood

Comments

[not_alone22]

i love you
i care about you, dont think different
and im here for you

[anonymous]

it did hit me hard
i didnt know i did that much to you
i wanna talk to you and tell you how i feel
but you are over the sorrys
i dont know what to say
there is so much i wanna tell you about but i cant now
another one of those ice cream pig outs would be necessary right now if we would be cool...

[ash_pritch]

I believe in God. I just dont see if necessary to scream it out to everybody and make everybody else who doesnt believe in God, or people who arent as religious as you, not be good enough for you

i totally agree with you on that statement.

and i know exactly how it feels to be hurt by one of your closest friends when they dont have a clue that theyre tearing you apart inside. i feel your pain. i know we've had our differences in the past, but no one deserves to be treated like dirt. high school's a bitch and girls can be backstabbers.

i dont want you to think im a weirdo or something
since we never really talk anymore,
but i hope things get better for you cuz i know how you feel.
-ashley pritchett.

peace?(...dont take this the wrong way rachel)

[anonymous]

alright. i just wanna say that i resent the fact that you say your "old friends hold you back".....im not too sure if im included in those, but if i am, then thats upsetting. i just want you to know that i dont give a damn what you believe in, just as long as someone elses beliefs arent forced on me. and you're not that kind of person to do that. and A)i do believe in god, but im not into the whole fanatical church going thing. B) i just wanna state that just bc you smoke, drink, or have sex before marriage does not mean you are damned to hell. c)you can still belive in god if you do these things d) i also dont like the terrm "saved"...its pretty much saying that if you are another religion, than you are beneath a person that is "saved"... but i guess that all this "saved" stuff means "confirmed"...catholics and episcopalians do that. i think confirmed is a better term because it is a little less offensive

Re: peace?(...dont take this the wrong way rachel)

[anonymous]

CAN EVERYONE GET IT THROUGH THEIR FUCKING HEAD THAT I NEVER SAID MY FRIENDS HELD ME BACK?!?
A)i really dont care what people think of me anymore
B)if you have a problem with what i did then i really dont give a shit
C)if i did say my friends held me back i would have never made the decision
D)to everyone stop with the fucking cult thing because it is really really old already
and E)i know you didnt want to offend me but you might want to check with me in the future before you go and believe what other people say
-Rachel

Re: peace?(...dont take this the wrong way rachel)

[laurina520]

i exactly agree with laura on the whole "saved" thing..i tried saying it like that but i couldnt put it in as good words. If your gonna congratulate people on being "saved" dont make it so people who havent been "saved" see it or hear it.

[anonymous]

If you believe in God, believe that he wants whats best for you. and that he wants you to be friends and love eachother no matter who you are or what decisions you may make. rachel im so proud of you it's a life changing decision, i really hope that you and lauren can come to understandings. And realize that God wants you to be friends.. you are both the same people, it's just that Rachel has decided not to live her life alone anymore. hope everything works out.. religion shouldnt be something to fight over

[laurina520]

thats your opinion if u think i live my life alone.
but i dont feel alone at all.

[anonymous]

wow. what right do you have saying that lauren "lives her life alone?" you're pretty much saying that every other person on earth who doesn't accept your god as their god is "alone." what gives you the right to say that? in my opinion that's offensive. and just because someone doesn't go to church every week or they aren't as fanatical about christianity as you are, doesn't mean that they don't believe in god. You're obviously a narrow-minded person, and im sorry for you because it sucks to be so afraid of things that are different. NOT EVERYONE IS GOING TO CONFORM TO YOUR IDEAS!...you wont be able to convert EVERYBODY that you meet. and you're going to meet a lot of different people in your life, and believe me, they wont all be as unfortunately narrow-minded as you are.

[anonymous]

in the end, you are alone without God. im not even a religious person and im saying this. people fade away as you get older. God however doesnt. God is always there. and im not trying to make you change your mind. and im not saying youre alone....not now atleast. but you will be in the future. and without allowing God in your life, i dont believe you will have lived your life the way that THE PERSON WHO CREATED EVERY SINGLE PERSON IN THIS WORLD wanted you too.