So last night was..different..

I miss my old best friend. Everything has been soo much different and i hate it. One stupid "mistake" ruined everything and that mistake didnt mean anything to anyone but me.

I miss you laura..and i still love you soo much. Dont think i dont.

I havent updated this thing in a while. I never know what to put cuz theres usually just one thing on my mind. I've realized that whenever i get invited to hang out with a bunch of people..i just automatically say no..just because i only wanna be with one or two people that im really close to and that i know i can talk to. I think from this past ( Read more... )

Homecoming weekend was pretty good. Everything didnt really go as planned..but thats ok.

I still had the best date ever : )

Don't actions speak louder then words?

I wanna mean a lot to you..but im kinda waiting for proof.

lighter note:

BECCAS HERE FROM COLORADO!

i cant wait till next weekend : )

so after all that thinking..i've come down to and gotten over PRETTY much everything but one thing..

i made that huge decision only about a month ago..

Im sure all of you know whats happened..

and i really dont care whose side your taking or who your backing up or whose fault u think it is..

Everyone has told me to just forget about what happened..

[ lets stop stating the impossible ]

Too much to handle. Who else wants to hide in their bed under their covers all day? I wish i could get over this.

Its too bad i love to kiss you : (

I cry too much.

I thought things were different now..i guess not.

same old same old.

Thanks..