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[laursie]

He doesn't really know me. Not that the real me is something he wouldn't like. But I think he has this idealistic image of me that he is fascinated with and by getting to know me, I would only let him down. He leaves me messages and texts me saying the nicest, sweetest and affectionate things and it scares me

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[alti99]

why not give him a chance if he is actually a nice guy...maybe he'd like the real you even more...better to know one way or the other than go...what if..I HATE what ifs..had way too many of them till I decided to say "fuck it! I'll risk it" more often...mostly I crashed and ended up on my ass...but hey you ever risk a bit you'll never win either

[laursie]

thanks, i agree. we had talked about "seeing where things go" when he gets back home. i want to give him a chance. i just don't like when he makes me feel guilty for not "trying". and just guilty in general. who knows what'll happen...