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[laursjournal1]

"you disgust me. its quite funny looking at the person you used to be, and looking at you now. you used to be someone i cared about, but your just a selfish bitch now. stop using your friends to get things you want. stop thinking that the way you act with drugs and sex is cool. its not cool. you are a bad friend."I think it's okay for me to say

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[prettybluestars]

no offense
but i really dont have to say it to your face if i dont want to

i was actually considering a couple weeks ago being your friend again,
but then i hear from other people all these disturbing things that really made me say to myself
"thats not Lauren Galgoul"
i really dont want someone who does those things in my life,
becuase that person,
is not you.

your better than the things i hear
i know that for a fact.

i know we all arent perfect
but come on Lauren,
this stuff you do nowadays is not you
and you know it.

im sorry if you dont understand where im coming from
i truley am.

[prettybluestars]

oh and i am not the only one who thinks this way
i am just the one who decided to make what i think public

[laursjournal1]

Okay Valerie, but i think you need to understand that some of the things you hear..might not be true.
I'd like to hear more of what you have to say about this..and if you don't want to talk to me then that's fine too i guess.
but it really pisses me off that everyone keeps jumping to all these conclusions.

this sex and drugs business..i have no idea what that's all supposed to mean but i'm sure what you heard is not at all what it truly is..

i'm sorry you feel this way about me.
i'm sorry you think that i'm a bad friend.
i'm sorry that who i am is not who you want me to be.

I'm sorry, honestly.and i'm sure you really don't care, but this is not what i expected

[prettybluestars]

i really hope most of the stuff i hear is not true
cuase its disappointing to hear that someone i cared a whole deal about,
has prettymuch thrown the real person she is into a dumpster
and someone else has taken over her body

i know youve made a few mistakes
but what i hear is that you countinue to make them over and over again
so why do it over again if you regret it?
well, this is all things i hear,
so im not sure if you really are doing them over and over again

you dont really get that i try not to believe these things but i hear them from EVERYONE
i mean one or two people,
psh who cares, its a rumour,
but a lot of people who are close to you that i KNOW you trust enough to tell them these types of things
then its believeable

im sorry if im not making sense
im just trying to get you to understand my points

oh and im not expecting you to be who i want you to be,
you have a mind of your own
im not asking for you to live up to mine or others expectations
cuase baby, thatd be pertty retarded if i must say

[cvanhecke820]

wow remind me to tell you something about these...i dont want to start drama on here though

[laursjournal1]

yeahhhhhh