from my heart

[laurssmores]

So im a little embarrassed. When i went to OCC i forgot that there was a chance i might run into someone from my old school. The reason im so cautious about this is because my freshman year of highschool (when i went to central) and pretty much my whole life when i was around these people i (believe it or not) was tiny. Im talking like 120 pounds

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[catintheengine]

If someone doesn't want to be your friend because of some changes you may have gone through physically in high school, and who you are, then they don't deserve to be your friend.

[laurssmores]

Thanks nate. thats so nice of u to say. :)

I think its mostly emotional things that i suffer from that make me not want them to see me. ya know...insecurities and embarrassment. :/ I dont know i hope that would accept me..i mean im sure they would ..we were like sisters..i just feel so embarrassed that i think i need to get over my fears before i can reveal myself to these people. Pretty much the old fashioned saying of "its not u ..its me" is completely appropraite in this case. lol

Thanks agian.

[chic_425]

hey say hi next time girl. I would love to see you and I know bridget would too. call me. 763-8703.

[laurssmores]

Sorry...i was driving and i couldnt stop!!! lol I really miss u girls too...like so much u dont even know. Even though ive made new friends ive always missed u girls cuz ive never been able to get as close to anyone. <3 i love u and we are gonna hang out for sure now especailly since i know u dont care about me being a fat ass now .lol

Maybe next Tuesday before class we could get together. :)

[laurssmores]

Thanks Tarah that means like sooo much to me!!! <3

I really miss u and our fun and dumb Shrek days. :) lots of memories. Anyways i definitley wanna get together especially now that i know that ull love me no matter what i look like.

Ill email ure emial address so we can talk. <3 love u

[lickit1235]

cant wait to hear from you!!