might have to take back that last entry.

why do you always find the perfect ways to make it all up..?
flowers balloons and surprises are my weaknesses apparently.
+picnic tomorrow at the garden
+however many games of pool i want.
+youre so smoking me up...hard as hell.
+and a pack of stoges.
as much as i hate you, i fucking love you cunt ( Read more... )

fridays are supposed to be the best day ever arent they? Why do my fridays always suck. I have no class, so the morning is always dull and no ones ever around. I want to go longboarding today, or at least i wanted to but nobody was into waking up before 1 ( Read more... )

......so im going to greece for 2 weeks.

btw im going with my best friend.

be jealous.

more updates when theres more info.

up up up and up im excited for school? It's a weird and unfamiliar feeling, but its happening. I just want to get out of there as fast as i can, well with good grades too of course. I know its closer and closer until i go to philly, im just disciplining myself.This year at the awesomely exciting brookdale will hopefully be a lot better. I met a ( Read more... )

things have been pretty fucking awkward lately. Ive been hanging out with so many different people, people i havent seen in millions of years. I guess its alright. Colleen went back to school :( Kristin is gone in a couple weeks for school, and me and amy are stuck here in this shitass hell hole for school. David is fucking in cancun and hasnt been ( Read more... )

fuck man its been a while ( Read more... )

i feel so lost today, and yesterday..and the day before. I feel like dave was my guidence. Its corny i know, but im so cold and distant without him here. I think we are meant to be together, just not right now. Its going to take some readjustment, but thats what life is about right? Im 19, i know the whole shpeel on living life, and no regrets, and ( Read more... )

so things have been pretty awkard lately. Me and david decided to stay together. which ultimately is not a bad thing at all. its just aggervating at times. I love the kid to death, more than life but sometimes we get on eachothers nerves like no other. I guess its pretty normal, but we weill just see how things go. I can really see a great future ( Read more... )

im finally home, back in the dirty who i missed a whole lot. Italy was absolutely wonderful. The scenery, the landscaping and arcitecture was so surreal. Id put pictures on here, but i have no clue how to. I cant really describe it, youd have to go there and really experience it to understand. Im a history buff hardcore so being in st marcs square ( Read more... )

wish you were more like the old days. when we would have no plans but do somthing spontaneously, i wish you had more enthusiasm in things like us, me and memories. i wish youre mind wasnt tired all the time. dont you see how it looks as if youre tired of me? I mean i wouldnt know, because communication between you and i is almost nothingness. ( Read more... )