permanent anon post

[lavaliere]

permanent anon post

is there something you need to get off your chest? an issue that is unsettled between you and me? something you want to tell me but never felt you could?
here's the chance.

anon commenting on + ip logging off.
if there's anything i can do to relieve a burden, just drop a line and let me know ♥

note: this is not a place for

Comments

[anonymous]

I CAN'T GET THIS LINE OUT OF MY HEAD: He is able to hold off for a good while, in a very manly fashion, and only comes against Watanuki’s slim abdomen when he hears the amazed “AahHUH?” breathed into his ear.

now every time i imagine watanuki, i imagine him making AahHUH?! BECAUSE THAT'S HOW IT WOULD BE, I THINK.

SOB.

[lavaliere]

Clearly, you need to stop reading Wata/Dou porn... ♥

[anonymous]

...i haven't read dou/wata porn in a year or so until today, actually.

AND THIS HAPPENED.

and now it won't leave me alone. in b4 i go to amat just to make him go AahHUH?! when he comes.

[lavaliere]

they do have a himiwari. they used to have a yuuko. idk if they still do /too lazy to check

also... i will always hear AahHUH?! in lelouch's voice now.

[anonymous]

I THOUGHT THAT WAS A PICTURE OF LATVIA /SOB

[lavaliere]

SORRY TO DISAPPOINT, BB. ;A;

[anonymous]

what if it's a burden about being curious who your favorite ouran host club chara is?

if that doesn't count then damn.

also I think ur awesome~

[lavaliere]

lmao, that's not a burden~ this post is open for random questions too.

I'm torn between Haruhi and the twins. I love me some twincest, but a sandwich is fine too.

m-me? ////// flattery!

[anonymous]

The twins are my favorite too, and Haruhi's just adorable even though somehow I doubt she'd like being called that. Honey makes me squee at his cuteness too~ (and yes twincest and haruhi sandwich ftw!)

y-yes you :DD you're super sweet and funny and stuff

[lavaliere]

Haruhi would just be all :| to being called cute, lmao. Honey is kawaii. *_*

a-aww ;///; back at you, anon! ♥

[anonymous]

Keep doing what you're doing. :) You're a total sweetheart and an awesome friend no matter what anyone says. The only thing that bothers me is that you can be a little oblivious or careless when it comes to people's feelings. I get the feeling that you either don't care or you aren't paying enough attention to see what's in front of you. I don't know if it's a personal issue or not, but maybe it would help if you started putting more effort into your friendships than you seem to be.

[lavaliere]

I'll definitely try, anon. I don't mean to be oblivious because I certainly don't want to be. I want to be there for my friends and be a support for them. I guess I'm just naive or generally blind. It's something I'll have to work on, especially since sometimes feelings don't get expressed well through just words.

[anonymous]

I've been meaning to ask, is your current relationship something...real? Because I recall you being pretty much against the idea of being in a relationship with another girl. I admit you never blatantly said it, but you were awkward about it and didn't want to consider it.

Have you honestly changed your views now or is this simply based on rping?

I'm sorry if you found this offensive in any way. I'm only asking because I care for you.

[lavaliere]

Well, the reasons in the past for me being so awkward about sexuality is because I have had a lot of RL hang ups. Usually this was tied to my religion and my family background. My family is pretty heavily conservative, so even thinking about being interested in anyone other than males was and is still pretty heavily frowned on. I remember my mom clearly getting into a screaming fight with my sister after my sister claimed to be bisexual. And what with the issues that tend to swirl around bisexuality or homosexuality in Christianity, I was always too afraid to consider anything. For the most part. Of course, I've never been against homosexuality or bisexuality when it came to others, but when I tried to think about it myself, I always felt incredibly uncomfortable. And I think it was because I was just unsure in my own skin. Especially when I began to look at girls that I was close to in something other than a platonic light. In a sense, I was in denial

[anonymous]

Thanks for clearing this up for me. You have no idea how glad I am to hear that. I'm really happy you were able to accept yourself and Eden as well. I honestly wish the best for both of you. ♥

...Btw, hooking up over the phone is completely romantic if it's a long distance relationship.

[anonymous]

i have not talked to you in a while, and in fact you might not remember me because the extent of our conversations extended only to chatrooms for our rps. that said, i chanced upon your journal today. after reading this, i'm very proud and happy for the stand that you have taken ♥ i wish you all the best, even if our acquaintance was limited.