I'm so pissed off right now. Just everything is really annoying. First of all my dad is reading my credit card bills. WTF? That is private information and he shouldn't be looking at it. No, I'm not ashamed of what is on there. And no, I'm not in huge debt. In fact, my card is totally paid off. But still, I don't look at his credit card bills and he ( Read more... )

Alright. So my doc gave me a prescrip for anti-depressants. Today is day two and so far I still feel pretty down. I'm only on half-pills right now for a week and then I go to full pills. When I took the first one yesterday I felt different. Not necessarily happier, just different. Today I still felt kinda blah. I got up at 1:30 pm with a bit of ( Read more... )

So I got sick again. I felt like shit this morning. That's not the point of this post though. The point is that today I learned some things about myself and my mom. The main thing is that I'm very much like my mother. For one, when I'm sick, I eat sooo much. My dad mentioned that when I started making a peanut butter and jam sandwich after I had ( Read more... )

I have realised that it's time to get my shit together. My life feels like it's falling apart. I can't get off my ass and do anything...Uggggh.

Went shopping today. Spent waaay too much money. But I bought a wicked pair of heels, a purse, and a wallet at Payless. Then I got a white tank top, and some necklaces from Bluenotes. I love my new shoes. They're gold and kinda strappy. Very hot. Can't wait to wear them out. But now I'm sick, so no going out. I'm getting a stupid sore throat. I ( Read more... )

I got paid today! $401.85. Which means my credit card is totally paid off, I have money for my dad, money for my tab at work, a bit of spending money and money to put aside. Go me! I also found out that I'll be working regular days now. It sucks cause it's Thursday, Friday, Saturday, and Sunday. But that's okay I just work afternoons on weekdays ( Read more... )

I should stop posting.

So my sister left for Paris today. I'm jealous/worried. What if her plane crashes?

I'm so scared nowadays of my family dying. Fuck, I wonder why.

Life is a bowl of shit covered in sugar.

Why is my life such a mess? Please, someone just give me an answer. Tell me it's going to be okay. Don't fill me with false hope either. Make sure everything is going to be okay ( Read more... )

I just found out I failed all my classes. I totally knew this was coming, but it's still a shock. I definitely need to pull up my socks and do better next semester. Hopefully I'll do better with science than all this English crap.