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[lavannah]

Life is not easy

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[whichdoctor]

You'll always be special Lavannah, whether you see and hear ghosts or not. You're still the beautiful, intelligent, loving woman you were before.

There are probably any number of reasons it could be happening. Perhaps your body is learning to filter them for itself, without Louise's help. Or maybe there's something else effecting the ether.

If it bothers you, we could always see if anyone at the hospital might have any ideas.

[lavannah]

I don't feel loving, David. I feel cold.

No, it's me. I know it's me. I just don't want to help anymore.

[whichdoctor]

And so your body is allowing that to happen. I see. I know it wasn't easy for you to do what you did a lot of the time, and it's dominated your life for so long. You've done a lot of good. It's fair enough if you want out, time to just be yourself now. Maybe if you step away from all this for a while, you'll be able to see the good in it again later. I don't believe the door will ever be closed against you.

[lavannah]

What if I barricade it with my dresser?

[seminalsemiotic]

If life were easy, we probably wouldn't try nearly so hard *snuggles*

When it's right, and when it truly matters, I'm sure they'll make sense again. Things will be the way they must, and if your help is needed, I believe the universe will find a way to accommodate that.

[lavannah]

I suppose that's true.

What if I don't want it accommodated. I could have a normal life now. And get away from all of this bullshit.

[seminalsemiotic]

I don't think life is normal, either. Still... with David no longer an angel, and your involuntary mediumship diminishing... I suppose things are as normal as they'll ever be. We can try and keep the supernatural elements of our lives away from you, if that's what you want. But I don't think we'll ever be able to escape it entirely.

[lavannah]

William's an angel.