Today = Not Good

[lavanotes]

Not doing too hot today. I'm a fucking disaster actually. I started ok but then it was like a storm just descended on me and I've wanted nothing more than to be left alone to sob violently. But at the same time I think "Hey, stupid, no amount of crying is going to fix this!" and I think other things like

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[mamaslyth]

are you on any medications?

[lavanotes]

Other than birth control, no

[mamaslyth]

Would you be open to being put on some medication to help your moods? It can make a huge difference if your moods are that mercurical.

[lavanotes]

Honestly, I hate the idea. She asked me about that during our consultation. I just don't like the idea of chemical warfare in my brain if that makes sense. I don't know...

[littlechibi]

*hug