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Nothing is going to change in my life. Of course, things will change, but not because of what just happened. It doesn't really affect anything, just that little thing called my brain. Maybe I shouldn't have overdosed. Hah, thats what it sounded like I was talking about to me. I just feel as if I had actually managed to find him, but I lost him, and Im never going to get him back. As much as I'm in no rush to fall headfirst into a relationship, I think that would really help the situation. I'd almost say that it would be worth getting me heart broken again so that I could forget about the past. That sounds weird though. I actually think... I'll leave that thought right there.