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...I think that I wanted to post to quickly write about sven. Then i realized I should record the events of spring break. I was trying to do some research, so perhaps I will only do a quick events summary.
Dakota and I got a ride to GP with Baerble which was of course awesome. I spent friday night thru sunday morning with Amy. We walked old trails of our childhood, and partied it up in gp. We got rogue martinis at the rivers edge in gp, and went to the family fun center in a van with maybe 10 other people. FUN!! we watched dumb & dumber quite a lot.
Me and dak went to church on sunday and mostly just talked to kathryn and the kids. I practically only go to see daniel's brothers, I love them to death. But then they talk about daniel, and ask if I've seen him, and thats when I put up a little heart shield. Speaking of daniel, being in cj was pretty bad for that. Now back in portland I've already practically forgotten that, but in cj it was always on my mind. Even before I looked at pictures and stuff, just the area I guess. Whats kind of funny is that he lives in ptown now, but it still makes sense because our memories were in cj.
Oh, so me and dak went to eugene to sven's house. played pool, had dinner there...amazing, and then went to corvallis and partied at Avery's house with max & evan..and avery.
I spent the next couple of days being home. I cleaned, it was cool. Me and Yana left for Oakland on wednesday around noon. The drive didn't feel like work because we are just cool like that. We kept stopping and being awesome. We made it almost to oakland but wanted to be free and drink and stuff so we stayed at a hotel in vacaville. We ended up just getting high and being too lazy to drink. It was still awesome though. We got up earlyish the next morning, didn't take one wrong turn, and went to my uncle's house. Then we rode the bart into sanfran, and walked around there for a while. We spent the rest of the day with my family and ate dinner on this rock that overlooks the city. We decided to drive back that night, and didnt' leave until 8:30ish. I didn't think we'd make it all the way back withought getting too tired, but we were nearing redding and still completely awake...oh we got pulled over, sucky!...and then the bronco died. It was like 1:30am & smoke was pouring out of the hood, yana thought it was on fire. I thought it had just overheated, it actually started right up fine, but it wouldnt get in gear, and it turned out that the transmission is completely ruined. So we got it towed, and yanas bf Ricky drove from medford to stay with us in the hotel and bring us back the next morning. We spent probably an hour driving around on fri mornign looking for a damn taco bell, it was a little infuriating, then headed back. We played mini golf and I pretty much kicked ass at it! kind of unusual.
Somehow that went late and I didn't get back to cj until around 9, went to mcgrews with my dad and slept well that night. Me and my dad went for a hike up to limestone on saturday and explored a small cave system, then played some frisbee. I hitched back to school on sunday, I spent a long time looking for rides on craits list but never really got one...and i didnt' want to pay for a bus. It was pretty awesome.
Okay, so now for the part that I origonally wanted to write about. When I got back to school I went for a walk with Sven. I had noticed that over break I was thinking about him a lot and realizing how much I love his friendship and stuff. We walked all around campus, and it was so nice. Oh man tho, when I got to his room he had just taken a shower so his hair was kinda wet...so fucking sexy, seriously. Oh man. I dont' know exactly what my deal is with him, but its something. So I got back around midnight from that thinking that I would do my homework then, but no. As me and dak walk to my room the light is on and someone was in it. So I run upstairs and bust in...but it was just dylan and mike! weirdos. Anywho, so dylan and dak left right away and mike just stayed. He was really stoned and lay on my bed. There wasnt much for me to do, and I didn't really feel like doing homework, so I put on some music, turned off the lights and lay down. Well my bed isnt' all that big, and I started wondering what his motives were because he made some small movements towards me. We were laying with our faces touching, and I was thinking that if his intentions hadn't changed at all then he was being kind of weird. Well anyway, he spent the night, but he is kinda dumb, you know though I dont feel like going into that too much. I went to breakfast the next morning and saw sam, and I definitly didn't lose too much of my crush on him. OH man, that man takes my breath away. Its kind of bothersome though, because when I liked mike sooo much kissing him would have been wonderful, now that I forced myself to move on it really isn't all that great.