Lonelyness is killing me

[lavender_breeze]

I hope the one I got to know better at the club last night isn't what I suspect he is. I don't need another disappointment. I wish I had more trust. Life has made me cynical. I feel like once someone finds out how boring I am they are going to run as fast as they can.

Comments

[norkakn]

You write about being boring as though it is a bad thing. There isn't anything wrong with a wild night of staying home with your kids and drinking a glass of wine while watching 'Doctor Who' before turning in early.

[lavender_breeze]

Well, I am thinking of my six wild nights at home every week. Kinda boring for people who don't have kids and can just get up and go at a moments notice.