all's fair

Jun 04, 2005 18:07


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And Bulstrode said I had low self-esteem.

Honestly, it's almost funny. It shouldn't be, but it's funny and irritating at the same time.

Why is it all I have to do is talk to someone's boyfriend for everyone to be up in arms against me, as though I were out to steal people? I'm hardly competition. Fine, you know, note to self: never talk to anyone's boyfriend ever again. Even the ones on breaks who offer to help you with your Charms homework. Think that'll make anyone happy?

I don't think I'm the one to blame, in any of the cases at hand. It's always bad moods and misunderstandings. It's kind of sad, really. Does she seriously think my talking to him is going to ruin their chances of getting back together? I think she just wants someone else to be at fault.

Maybe that's not fair of me. I don't know. But it's my journal - and, my, I've been using it a lot - and these are my thoughts.

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I'd just like to say: I'm not trying to steal anyone from anyone. I'm not sure why all it takes for people to think I'm after their significant others is a pleasant, platonic chat, but this seems to be the case. But that's all it ever is, I promise: a nice talk. Sometimes I actually like to talk to people! I even enjoy the company of others! I know, it's amazing! There is nothing to worry about - I'm not about to swoop down and take all your boyfriends away.

That said, thank goodness for Hogsmeade, and especially Honeyduke's. I have enough chocolate laid in now to make me feel better about any mess the next weeks bring at me - including all the studying in store. And at least the weather held. Some sweets and some shopping and I'm feeling fantastic.

Parvati's in the fitting room, but she'll be out any moment, so that's all for now. I hope everyone else is having as much fun as I am!

~Lavender
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