8 February, 1984
Maybe I would be, just a little. Not so much about losing them as losing a so-called friendship base. Outside of them, as terrible as they are, I’m really not friends with anyone except Avery and Jack. And really, they’re all I need, but they don’t go to my school and as such, it’s difficult to find them during the day if I need them. And I need them quite a bit.
It would just be nice to have a larger support group. I can’t talk to Jack about things, really, because he doesn’t talk back. Avery talks a lot but there are some things he just can’t help me with. I mean, I’m a girl. Girls need at least one girl friend to talk to, in my opinion. Otherwise you can end up feeling very alone.