+Untitled: Broken Heart +
Pairing: YooMin, slight YunJae
Length: One-shot
Summary: Broken Yoochun.
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Changmin could not help to tear his sight from the happy couple in the kitchen. Yunho was teasing Jaejoong who tried to cook. When Jaejoong put his famous pout on his face, Yunho immediately took that chance to give a peck on his pouty, red lips. Changmin could see Jaejoong blushing before he playfully hit Yunho on his arms. Yunho just smiled and hugged his lover from behind while Jaejoong continued his cooking and of course enjoying the warm protection that given by his love.
It was amazing. Changmin admitted it. He did not know Yunho would forgive Jaejoong just like that. He still could remember how Yunho was like when Jaejoong left him. Yunho was like a living corpse. But then what Yunho said to him made him think.
##### Flashback #####
“It’s love, Minnie-ah. Both of us made a mistake. We took advantage of our 3-years relationship. We thought we already knew each other very well, but in fact there are still a lot of things that I don’t know about him. And we were blinded by that”
“You - you really have faith in him, hyung? Don’t you afraid he might do it again to you and hurt you just like last time?”
Yunho smiled, “I trust him and our love, dongsaeng”
##### End of Flashback #####
Love. What’s the definition of love? Changmin sighed. He did not know what love is until he met Yunho or more exact when he came into Yunho’s family. Yes, he was adopted by Yunho’s parents when he was 12 years old.
“You are in a deep thought”
Changmin gave a small smile to his best friend, KyunHyun. He knew KyunHyun since in their junior years. KyunHyun was just an opposite version of him. If he did not live in a harsh surrounding, perhaps he would not be like this. This serious and unfriendly Shim Changmin.
“You’re thinking about them?” Kyunhyun guessed. He knew that was exactly what his best friend thinking right now. After all, they were growing up together. He almost could read what was on Changmin’s mind.
“I still don’t understand”
“What?”
“Them. Love”
Kyunhyun blinked his eyes. He tried to look as he understood what Changmin said. But he could not lie. He smiled sheepishly, “What do you mean?”
“What is love?”
Kyunhyun was in thought for some time but then a smile was formed on his babying face, Fully understood.
“Love… it is something that you cannot describe it by words. It is different from everybody. Like Yunho hyung and Jaejoong hyung, their love is a miracle. Because of love, Yunho’s hyung is saved from his death. But… love also means you have to accept its thorn. They did face it once. They broke up for a while, but because of their love, they are back together again. Like Yunho hyung said, this second chance makes them appreciate each other more”
Changmin thought. Was love that great?
“Are you in love with someone, Changmin-ah?”
Changmin turned, and looked straight into Kyunhyun’s eyes. He did not understand why Kyunhyun would ask such question. Did not he know it already?
“No”
“Are you sure?”
Changmin nodded. What the heck? Of course he was sure with his heart.
“Then… how about Yoochun?”
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The dinner which was planned by Yunho and Jaejoong was quite awkward for both Changmin and Yoochun. Since that day, they never met each other again. And of course, they did not know what the status for their relationship was. Were they still a couple or not? It was unknown. But for Changmin, all the thing happened to them was over already.
Yunho who noticed the gloomy Changmin immediately reached out his hand and put it on Changmin’s. He really loved Changmin. He considered Changmin as his younger brother.
“Are you okay, Minnie?”
“I’m fine, don’t worry”
Yunho knew there was something bothering Changmin but he did not want to force Changmin. He would wait until Changmin tell him by himself.
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“It’s easy to act, yeah?” A sarcastic tone came from behind Changmin did give him a startle. He almost jumped due to that. He turned his body, to see the owner of the voice although he already knew who he was.
Yoochun stared at Changmin who acted like he was not there. Ander started to build up within his soul. He still could not forget what Changmin had done to him and Jaejoong.
“You get a tongue-tied, Shim Changmin?”
Changmin rolled his eyes before he uttered, “What do you want?” with his monotone yet cold voice. Yoochun smirked and moved closer towards Changmin. Every steps he took, Changmin would move backward until there was no space for him to move. He was trapped between the walls and Yoochun.
Sure he was nervous because of this one guy, but there was no way he would show that to him. Never. He was not like this. This was not his type.
“What do you want?” Changmin repeated his question which still not answered by Yoochun. Why? Why did he feel nervous again?
Yoochun put his hand above Changmin’s head against the wall while the one grabbed Changmin’s waist, prevented the younger man from escaped. Seductively, he whispered into Changmin’s ear, just enough to make the man shivered.
“Simple, I want you” Purposely, he licked the ear lobe that belonged to Changmin. Changmin widened his eyes at reflex. How dare he do that to him? With a lot of force that he could apply, he pushed Yoochun away and not to mention a hard slap across his cheeks.
“Bas***d!”
Yoochun licked the blood on his lips. He faced a fumed Changmin. Why? He kept asking that question. Why he still in love with Changmin?
“What do you think you’re doing?!”
Yoochun smirked, again. “I just wondering what is your taste since I don’t have that chance before this”
“Idiot!” Changmin gritted his teeth as he walked away leaving a numb Yoochun. He just stood there, watching Changmin disappeared as he walked further away.
“Why did you do that to me?”
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Changmin waited patiently. He was forced by Kyunhyun actually, to confront Yoochun. Kyunhyun told him, he should tell Yoochun properly that the relationship between them were really over. That’s why he was here. The same place where he first met Yoochun and the same place where they officially became couple.
“You come early that I expected”
Changmin turned his body and looking deep into Yoochun’s eyes. The man looked more serious compared to in the past. Was it because what he did to him?
“We have to solve our problem”
“Problem?” Yoochun acted like he was thinking while in fact he was not, “Oh, we do have problem. I thought there is nothing between us”
“Yoochun - “
“So what is it?”
Changmin sighed. This was a different Yoochun, “I’m sorry, Iused you”
“You should be, is that all?”
“Yoochun, could you at least listen to me?”
“And what will I get in return? Could you mend my broken heart? Could it make me forget that I love you? Could it make… could it make you love me?!” Yoochun tried to control his anger but it was in vain. He wanted and tried very hard to forget his once-called-his-boyfriend.
Changmin dropped his head down. He did not know how to answer it. What had happened to him? Why he feel guilty?
“Did you ever love me?
It took Changmin forever to answer it, “I’m sorry”
Yoochun clenched his fist. Very hard. He knew it. He was just a toy all along. But… why his heart still craved for Changmin?
“Not even a slightest?”
“I - I…”
“Don’t”
Changmin looked up. He saw pain in Yoochun’s eyes but then he did saw Yoochun… he was hoping.
“Could you… could you give your heart, me… one more chance? Could you try to accept me? To love me? I’ll wait for you. No matter how long will it takes for you to love me, I’ll wait. Just please Changmin, don’t leave me” Yoochun pleaded. He did not care anymore. He loved Changmin so much that he did not care how deep his heart bleed because of the younger man. He was just wanted to be love back by this man.
“Mianhae, I - I… I can’t do it”
That was it. Yoochun knew it. He tried. The tears, they were going to fall at anytime sooner. He turned with his back facing Changmin. He would not let Changmin saw it. He might just made Changmin feel guilty. Although, half of him really wanted Changmin to feel that way,
“So, I think this is it. This is how we end”
“Yoochun…”
“Thank you” Yoochun could not wait for it anymore. He would break if he still waits there. Let it just be that way. Yes.
Changmin sighed. ‘Yes, it is Yoochun. This is the end.’ He took his cell phone before pressing number 3, waiting for the other end to pick up.
“I told him”
-tHe eNd-
[sprinkLez * 7 February 2008]