Poll Should I Stay Alone for the Rest of my Life?

I try and fight it, but I can't I got Friends in Deep Shit, I'm Lower than ever because of some of the shit that happened, and I feel as If I may Die.... I've been Listening to shit that I only Listen to when I am Deem Down Hurtin' Psychologically.... its pain that affects me both in my mind and in body.... and at times I wanna Die... I wanna leave ( Read more... )

To Be Honest, I've been Absent for a while now..... Just had a lot of shit on my mind, I can't stop Singing or I will Break into Tears, I got iTunes Loaded with shit I know Lyrics to From Rap to Rock to Metal...... as long as I know it and can sing it, I will... just to keep my Nerve.... But thank you Kris and Kera, Kris.... Its been forever since ( Read more... )

Love is gone from me now....... I will probably never find "The One" god.... I mean I would give the world to someone if they would treat me right, now I admit, its much more appealing to find someone around my area..... but impossible as Every Woman in my area has a Husband or is Pregnant or has a Child where she has a bf that beats her, or maybe ( Read more... )

Its Happened once more, since I have had this LJ account, I have posted Many things about Losing Love....... and how it seems damn near impossible for me to be loved by any, repeate ANY woman on this Planet...... May I be helped through all my problems I face now, and apparently the problems in love from something more than Beyond this plane of ( Read more... )

Outside of ISR cuz I am on fuckin Vacation..... My life has Changed Dramatically Since September 14th of this year, since i Officially Got with my baby, Nicole Lynn Jones.... now, since her and I got together, my Motivation, My Dedication, everything has Improved in my life since her and I got together, she gave birth to a Son, Collyn Devon on ( Read more... )

I Hope my Myspace friends read this.... cuz there are some things I need to say..... Like Friends, they are just there for something..... they have no intent on REALLY Stickin by you when times get tough...... but Fam....... they are the ones that will stand by you, not let you down, not abandon you when you need help, and they'll go through Hell ( Read more... )

Poll ISR Music....

The New BCW.... Infection and Unleashed are he Two Shows, ut its all BCW/EWA..... Here is the Updated Roster ( Read more... )