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Seven years, wow. It's hard to stop and think that its been nearly a decade since we lost her. It all is still so clear to me. It's like rewinding a movie and playing it back over and over again. I've told the story so many times that I keep hoping the next time I tell it, it will be fiction and part of some over dramatized movie script I'm trying
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It's hard to lose anyone. Let alone someone so special to you. And then to not know what exactly happened to them. Heck, it's not easy even when you know exactly happened. Both have a certain sting to them that just never goes away. The pain never does go away. You'll miss them every single day, but it starts... I don't really know how to explain it... you learn how to get through the day. The hurt starts to become less and less, and if you're lucky someday all that will be left are the good, happy memories.
I love you kiddo and I hope you can soon look back at the happy times and enjoy them without pain. You'll still miss her, but maybe it won't hurt as much some day.
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I'm so sorry that you lost her. Horrible things happen to good people and it sucks.
"We went to school and church together and we sat, just the two of us at most church functions, being blasphemous and talking about where we wanted to go in life"
She would want you to do something with you life! As I said before your dreams are likely her way of showing you support and comforting you. Take her strength and use it for yourself. Always remember her, remember the good times. And don't worry if its important to you it will not fade away.
I am sure she has closure and is in a good place.
I love you JJ, lots of people love you and we are here for you. Dont ever forget that.
Karma is a bitch and whoever did this to her is going to pay, take comfort in that.
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