Thinking of a time when u were happy….. A time when things weren’t so difficult. When we were happy and blissful. When something meant everything….now everything means something…..for a while I walked down a tunnel that was dark and lonely…… but now I am seeing a light on the other side…. Because of my heart I am repairing my wounds…. I am ( Read more... )

have u ever just wanted to run until u passed out our just gave in to life and got away..... i am soo scared right now...i feel like the little kid i was when i was beaten ..... i feel lost and frightened.... i can't do this again...... i have no energy left..... i am sitting here at work i feel frozen in time as if this were a dream.... i need ( Read more... )

i am in pain and tired and ready to give up ....wake me when this life is over....

i love u nkcb

my foot hurts...yes sari i sprang my foot and am on crutches....it hurts to walk and i cant do anything it sucks!!! i did thisa last sunday playing tennis with the husabdn...cant believe that thursday was our one yr .....wow.....how razy is that one yr....thats amazing and with every breathe i love him more....

i asked my mom for money......god i feel like shit....

happy tuesday

As some of you may be mad and may use this against the person i love...sorry but i stand by his side....

I wish people didnt twist things around all the time...i wish life was easier....i wish i could understand what is going on in everyones mind.....i will be friends with who i want to...i will hangout with who i want to.....thought i moved out ( Read more... )

Today like every week
is tuesday.....
y do u ask i care what 
day it is....
its the first day of the week 
that the love of my life and 
i spent together alone....
every week i celebrate tuesday....
every week i am thankful.....
every week i still love him....

whats wrong with me?????...y do i feel like i am slowly dying.....

I'm sore ( Read more... )