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it was beautiful. . . .

like you...

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so...smoking n drinking then watching "top secret"(1984) fuckin nuts. Either the coolest or silliest thing you could watch..or both?

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Hmmmm...lets see...

there is
jealousy.
pain.
disappointment.
anger.
frustration.
curiosity.
slight confusion.
and a little bitta longing.

sweetness
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I feel tired... n alone...n frustrated and quite low.
alittle unloved at the moment ... but I'm okay with that- I can make it my own.

a pack of smokes, some coffee n a few hours with anyone sounds good right now.

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this was an interesting day.

woke at 6am... felt like ass...fever/shit in my head ( Read more... )

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What the fuck is there to do around here. . . . . I've slept . eaten some crap food . played music . watched the shit on tv . now I've used up what excitement the computer had for me .
fuck ....still a whole hour until work.
I'm gonna sit n watch the rain on this sunny day.
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today I observed some road rage...nothing too horrible, just on observation of complete loss of control and temperament... it didn't do too much too me..but when I saw it right there in front of me I felt like nothing more than just shooting the man in the head ( Read more... )

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( cute anger )

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I'm sitting at my computer with little to do before crash/beddi bi time...and Im wearing a sweater and drinking hot mountain chai...
sox feel good when they're new.

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