Wow, Its been such a long time since I've written in my journal. geezz. Kinda neglected it there for awhile. ;( Anyways, life seems amazingly dull at the moment, but hopefully it'll pick up sometime. Well, hopefully the good parts in life will pick up sometime. Seems to me the bad times never end. heh So, plans for college are pretty much ( Read more... )

Wow. Life seems to be and endless swirl of emotions. Somehow I wish I could just fade away for awhile and come back when everything isn't messed up. Everything has gone wrong today. What could possibly make today a good day. nothing.... On a lighter note - School is ending in 6 weeks. Prom is less than 4 weeks away (still no date). The ( Read more... )

What an awful week this has been to say the least. I recently lost my Grandfather Claude to cancer on Thursday. It was an awful expierence considering that I have never had to deal with death and I'm not quite good at it. I just wish that my spring break could have been filled with the usually fun-filled outings with my friends. I've only ( Read more... )

woooo.. valentine's day right around the corner. Anyways.. Nothing really much to say, I suppose. Soccer starts on Monday.. woohoo. ;p I don't know how I'll manage, really. I have a feeling this weekend is going to be SOooo longg. muhaha - I'm going insane. ;/I'm waiting oh so patiently for extranet to come back up. I have an account, but ( Read more... )

Well, what can I say. Its just been quite an extraordinary month for me. Today I finally got my isp up so heres my first live journal since the new year. yay! Anyways, wow, theres been a lot of changes in my life since the last time I wrote in my void on the Internet. I am with my dearheart named Matt. ;p Its just such a great thing to find ( Read more... )

wow- I can't wait til Christmas break. It will be such a relief to get this school year behind me. I'm so looking forward to the prom next year.. yay! I can finally go.. blahh. Now the only set back is finding a date.. I could a- go with a friend - figure out a guy I like to go with (which resources are limited at the moment due to location) ( Read more... )

Perhaps one of these days I'll come home and actually feel good. I have this REALLY pretty friend and of course the guys hang on her, but it understandable. I just wish I was as pretty as her sometimes. Anyways, I dread my art class tomorrow. Having the whole 3 classes in one is starting to get to me. I didn't even want the other two. All I ( Read more... )

Well, I'm leaving for vacation tomorrow. BUT first before I do I have to clean the whole house. That's enough not to make me not want to go on vacation. All the while my twin brother gets to sit on his lazy butt and watch tv. Just because I'm the girl its my job to clean. Really irritates me. Anyways, I finally got some of my art up on my ( Read more... )

Well, I officially quit work today. Goodbye to my fat ass boss. He was just so intimidating. Anyways. I only have two more weeks of summer vacation left. Thats just so sad. At least I get my license soon.. Thats about the only good thing that could come of the passing days. I'm supposed to go to a b-day/get together tomorrow, but I'd be ( Read more... )

*sigh* What a long day its been. All day I've had this urge to just create something. In order to wind down I drew for a couple of hours just to get relaxed and here its already 2 am. I feel like the more I draw the more I learn from myself and about myself. Its an invigorating feeling. Anyone out there know what I'm talking about? I just ( Read more... )