Emo Moment Poetry Hour starts ( Read more... )

im starting to get the feeling that amber has totally and completely abandoned this journal. but you know what? that is perfectly okay. because i will enjoy this wonderful livejournal experience my damn SELF, thank you very much ( Read more... )

YESSSSssss!! i am so happy. everything is GONE. and everything is fine. im not all head-in-my-hands, tears-in-my-eyes, heart-in-the-past, hurt-in-the-future anymore. i was right. it was just a temporary low. and that last entry? i didnt mean it. i thought i did. but i didnt. not completely, anyway. but yeah, so im doing fine. great, actually. and ( Read more... )

ive realized a lot today. about love. about life. about dreams. life is filled with dreams. thats what people live by. they dream. when they dont like their reality, they live in dreams. usually, they dream of love. because love is everyones goal. love is what everyone tries to achieve. they dream of love, because love is real. and love cant exist ( Read more... )

these few days have been going so terribly emo. i feel like everythings falling apart. not even relationship-wise. just....everything. i think im sinking back into last year. that "condition" i had. i thought i got over it. i thought everything was better. apparently not. this really sucks. maybe nothings really falling apart. maybe everythings the ( Read more... )

i have poem to share with you. only one person will get it.

two words,
last night,
"heh heh,
oriiight."

ahaha. god im stupid.

HAPPY EASTER, STUPIDS ( Read more... )

holy crap. i figured out how to adjust the security settings so that this stupid thing would actually let me UPDATE. i am so souped ( Read more... )

early update, i know. deal with it. so anyway. still sick. eyeballs still swollen. head still pounding. arm still hurting. heart still breaking. same crap. at least someone shares my pain. hehe. thats not a good thing, though. poor baby. sorry about the last update. i didnt mean that bullshite. i was drugged on painkillers and whatnot. and no, ( Read more... )

hi everyone. i feel like crap. i have a fractured elbow and now im sick too. my throats burning and my eyeballs are swollen. im in need of tending to. i was knocked out from my medicine and apparently i said your name out loud when i was sleeping. and you=stupidface. and if youre not sure what that means, then its not you. but anyway, if stupidface ( Read more... )