Picked up from school by Dan and i got a message...no more needed to be said. lol That made me all happy and shit inside. at first it was completely painful and i wanted to cry, but then after awhile he made his hands all warm and my body started to really relax ( Read more... )

"Why are you only asking what i want instead of what you want? I mean your going to be living in this house too? Why is everything what i want ( Read more... )

Lets see yesterday ( Read more... )

mmm today seems to get better as the day draggs on and on. Not only did i get picked up early and got to watch the sunrise by the lake, but i have auditions after schoolf or the dance concert and Dan is picking me up afterword to sit outside..."work" even though no one has come to the sk8prk lately. Lets see....hmmmm ( Read more... )

so im going to dye my hair today..any colors i should try?

I had a nice night. just relaxing watching Boondocks Saints with Dan Janisa and Timmy :)

not much to say really...maybe later..oh my brother is home visiting! yay!

My dad and i had a conversation today, and it wasn't half that bad. I still feel bad everytime he puts it in my face i gave up him for Matt. But he told me he was proud of me..i know he said he was proud of me and who i am becoming. im shocked and amazed. Like Matts mom said i just needed to give it time and talk when i could. He also said that its ( Read more... )

Get this so i get this crazy idea to have a deadjournal. then i have this other crazy idea to leave my thoughts and stuff in it. saddly not all my friends have one so i leave my entries public to them. and guess what i lose my mind i think and start writing whats in my head becaus eit is MY journal. wow who'd a thunk ( Read more... )

--FIRSTS ( Read more... )

Its so hard to do. To miss someone so much and tourture yourself with it more then you thought you could. Its like waveing food in your own face when your starving, knowing you cant have it. not yet. you would eat too fast and get sick ( Read more... )

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