theatrical_muse

Feb 02, 2006 19:50

Write a letter to anyone about anything. Say what you have always wanted to say but have been afraid to.

Angel, Before I even start let’s make one thing clear here, I’m not looking for any sort of friendship or anything here. I mean you were the one who ordered his lackey to shoot me. Let’s just say this is a general letter about some stuff I wanted to let go of and tomorrow I will go back to hating you. When you first came into my town I hated you with such a passion. You came right into that meeting and pushed my client out the window. After that day I somehow got the feeling I’d be seeing more of you, a lot more of you. So I did what I usually did when a new player came into town. Did all of my research on you and started my many failed attempts to kill you. I just became so obsessed with you, hated you so much but at times I wanted to be like you. Which I better not hear any mention to that later on and I mean it. I wanted to change for some reason. I don’t know if it was because of you or because I started to realize who I truly was. Wolfram and Hart got the best of me, but you have to see that was my only shot at making anything out of my life. Of being able to be something other then the kid on the wrong side of the tracks. I wanted to prove everyone wrong and let’s face it, being evil was what I was good at. It was going good to you know, but then I heard word of you being CEO of Wolfram and Hart. All of a sudden all that hate I had for you came back. It didn’t seem fare somehow. I worked years for that spot and they just hand it over to you like it’s nothing. That wasn’t right and I wanted to do something about. Also it was one of those things that I just had to see. Once again you made it though in the end, only this time I had a pretty little girl who wanted me back. She talked you into getting me back and there I was. Only this time on the good ol team Angel. But I knew it wasn’t true when you said if things fell through you would let me be CEO of Wolfram and Hart. Since when did Angel make any promises like that, but for some reason I didn’t care. Of course I didn’t think you were going to have me killed! And to think I was actually liking the idea of being on the team. It was because of my strong hate for you that I found Eve and I thank you for that. Lindsey

Muse: Lindsey McDonald
 Fandom: Angel
Word Count: 463
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