Write a letter to anyone about anything. Say what you have always wanted to say but have been afraid to.
Angel,
Before I even start let’s make one thing clear here, I’m not looking
for any sort of friendship or anything here. I mean you were the one
who ordered his lackey to shoot me. Let’s just say this is a general
letter about some stuff I wanted to let go of and tomorrow I will go
back to hating you.
When you first came into my town I hated you with such a passion. You
came right into that meeting and pushed my client out the window. After
that day I somehow got the feeling I’d be seeing more of you, a lot
more of you. So I did what I usually did when a new player came into
town. Did all of my research on you and started my many failed attempts
to kill you. I just became so obsessed with you, hated you so much but
at times I wanted to be like you. Which I better not hear any mention
to that later on and I mean it.
I wanted to change for some reason. I don’t know if it was because of
you or because I started to realize who I truly was. Wolfram and Hart
got the best of me, but you have to see that was my only shot at making
anything out of my life. Of being able to be something other then the
kid on the wrong side of the tracks. I wanted to prove everyone wrong
and let’s face it, being evil was what I was good at. It was going good
to you know, but then I heard word of you being CEO of Wolfram and
Hart. All of a sudden all that hate I had for you came back. It didn’t
seem fare somehow. I worked years for that spot and they just hand it
over to you like it’s nothing. That wasn’t right and I wanted to do
something about. Also it was one of those things that I just had to
see. Once again you made it though in the end, only this time I had a
pretty little girl who wanted me back. She talked you into getting me
back and there I was. Only this time on the good ol team Angel. But I
knew it wasn’t true when you said if things fell through you would let
me be CEO of Wolfram and Hart. Since when did Angel make any promises
like that, but for some reason I didn’t care. Of course I didn’t think
you were going to have me killed! And to think I was actually liking
the idea of being on the team.
It was because of my strong hate for you that I found Eve and I thank
you for that. Lindsey
Muse: Lindsey McDonald
Fandom: Angel
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