I had a moment of weakness last night and called Zach crying. He finally answered and then proceeded to make me feel like crap. I need to learn that I can't go to him looking for comfort anymore. I used to be impressed by the way he can shut out people, but now I dont know. It seems like it would be pretty miserable being in his shoes.

My first day ( Read more... )

I've been promoted at Dad's work..Now I get to answer the phone (which happens 2-3 times a day) AND address and lick envelopes! Yes, I'm moving up in the world ( Read more... )

 Last night we ended up going camping last minute. There were 10 of us (Lyns, Dustin, Jeff, Jay, Jay's gf Kimbre, Carlos, Roman, Dustin's friend Jake, Jake's friends Chris and Maui) and we went up to Roosevelt National Forest. It was a great spot and gosh it makes me wonder why I went to school in Texas. Colorado is flippin beautiful.

It was a good ( Read more... )

This is (almost) all of what's going through my head right now:

*I've worked out 3 out of the past 4 days and it feels amazing.

*Was gonna go camping this weekend. Now I'm not.

*Watching the Nuggs tonight with Lyns I think, then maybe the Aaron Watson concert at the Bluebird tomorrow night.

*I literally don't know what I would do if Lynnsie wasn't ( Read more... )

Quite often I find myself promising a new start ( Read more... )

Fort Collins tonight. Adam is in town so were going up to see Alex and Dustin and them.

Dinner with Lynnsie and Serena tomorrow night at this place:

http://www.nine75-restaurant.com/

Then Waco on Saturday

Gotta keep looking forward to things...its what gets me through..

That is all.

Ha, your loss.

Im gonna try to write more. I used to be so awesome at this..like at least 3 times a week back in high school ( Read more... )

I can honestly say that Holly being here far surpassed every dream I ever had about us reuniting...and let me tell you, there were many ( Read more... )

Every day here I wake up and try to be as thankful as possible. I mean traveling Europe is a huge blessing. But sometimes it gets hard to be happy. Its hard to enjoy the experience when I feel lonely. I have never felt so alone in my entire life. I haven't made friends here, I've made aquaintances and travel partners, but no friends. I feel like an ( Read more... )