The madness continues ( Read more... )

In my crazy past (which just seems silly to even say at the tender age of 23) life has proven to me that it can, at will, make a random left turn into chaos. Yet, I was so stubborn that I refused to believe it could happen to me again. Or maybe I just thought I was an expert at reading the subtle clues. Either way, my obstinacy has led to more ( Read more... )

So, after years of pissing and moaning; after years of wondering what life would be like; after years of knowing deep down the way this would end...I just finally ended it with Patrick. I've learned many things from my time with him. I've grown up with him in some ways. I'll always hold him very dear. Life is strange without him, and yet it ( Read more... )

I am absolutely sick of being told how I feel ( Read more... )

This whole Virginia Tech incident has really sparked some interesting debates around my work place. Mostly, I'm just annoyed. I don't know how it happened, me working in law enforcement, but sometimes I wonder just how well I really fit in. I mean the general political leanings of most law enforcement are pretty damn predictable, especially in ( Read more... )

There are two questions that are haunting me these days ( Read more... )

I don't know what the hell is going on with me ( Read more... )

Yesterday I started a journal entry here that was somewhat lengthy, and I was digging it because I was in the perfect mood for musings. A guy from down the hall who, despite being married, has taken quite a fancy to me loittered for an hour beside my desk asking way too many personal questions. I never got the chance to really finish the thing, ( Read more... )

Friday night my Rebel dog was hit by a car. He broke his back, and cut his spinal cord. The impact didn't kill my baby, so I had to drive him and hour to Havelock to be put down ( Read more... )

No, I really mean it.