1. My journal is called _____ because _____ ( Read more... )

Im putting this one down..in hope she reads it...wish something would happen. i dunno what to do anymore i feel like ive lost everything..feel so empty inside ( Read more... )

Relieved. man i think i really should stop taking a lot of things seriously..alwell..i am gonna leave the last update up for a while though...why? cuz i still wanna ee if someone can help me on maybe the situation and why i do take things so seriously?

I jus E-mailed a Person saying this ( Read more... )

Today i was supposed to meet some college teacher from Midlands tech to tlak bout scholarships. But wouldnt you know it just my luck she falls sick. I knew she was sick hours before i found out. pathetic. i hate how i dont listen to myself. expecially even though i know for a 100% fact i know almost everything i see up there is true and will happen ( Read more... )

Each and everytime i talk to her i always leave smileing..i really love talking to her..lol..each time we are on the phone expecially at ngiht times its so cute cuz in the end she ends up sleeping all the time. Now before you jump to conclusions bout :major diss" or "shes bored of talking to you" something like that..She says she feels really ( Read more... )

Thursday ngiht i was able to talk to her. it was great..im scared for her though..i love her and i didnt know what to do i freaked out..im glad she listened to what i felt for her though...I didnt care if she was i jus wanted to say them..if she didnt want to read or hear of em then she didnt have tor ead them....i miss her she said she misses me.. ( Read more... )

Well, for starters,,sinful i met you through Gene's account. no he doesnt know yet. me and him dont really talk much..dont know why i stopped..o wait yes i do...cuz he said one thing i told Jess and her friend Jess and then told them another. What he told me was "I dont wanna talk to her again but i will if she ims me" then he goes to them and says ( Read more... )

heh...shes online..my hearts pounding..i wanna say hi but im afraid to...she told me to wait for her.....why do i feel like its wrong to wait for her? what should i do..follow andtrust my instincts..or ignore them again..maybe its better to ignore them at this point?

You knhow whats most pathetic bout my life? Every girl that i know sooner or later has sex for NO GOOD REASOn and then when i get madf at em for it and try to confront them for it or such their obnly excuse is "I WAS HORNY" its like wtf? thats the only reason? where is love? where is feeling? WHERE IS THE GOOD REASON OTHER THAN FUN?! its becomeing ( Read more... )