Comments | lazurous: My Lonely Gloom

lazurous

My Lonely Gloom

Sep 21, 2002 23:51

seeing an old love is tuff i guess... especially when they run off as if they were disgusted by your presence... yeah it hurts a bit but theres a good thing that can come out of it... i guess i can finally put some old and dusty thoughts to rest that lay under a sheet in a box stored away in the back of my mind... the lesson i learned from this is ( Read more... )

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stewburg September 22 2002, 16:20:13 UTC

sorry for teasing you about her doing that blake, and yeah it does suck pretty hardcore man, but fuck those bitches. and i think it's good that you've decided to make amends with j, the past is the past and lets just concentrate on looking toward the future. i love you man.

j061984 September 22 2002, 19:16:37 UTC

Hey i just wanted to say that i am glad that you told carolyn you didnt hate me, cause i honestly thought you did.I am hoestly glad that you and J dont hate me after all that drama bullshit that happend awhile back. (Now only if rob didnt, yeah i know i can only wish lol) Also i hope that you liked the poster from Super Troopers. ttyl
Jenny:)

jeremyandstuff September 23 2002, 22:41:39 UTC

Blake, I am glad that you want to apologize for the things you have said and done recently...I was beginning to think that you did not have a conscience at all, but this shows a decent level of maturity on your part. So thank you for giving some effort to make things better. But to be honest, I don't think that I can forgive you...at least not right now. The pain from your cruel words is still too fresh in my mind, so I don't think it will be easy for me to get over that...because honestly Blake, that was probably the most awful stuff anyone has ever said to me. I don't think you realize how horrible it made me and Natalie feel...and then the fact that you didnt feel any guilt or remorse over saying all that terrible stuff made me question you as a person, and that is something that just plain hurts to have to do with someone who is supposed to be your friend...But anyway, the bottom line is that I still want to be your friend, but I don't think that things can ever really be the same again, not like they used to be, no matter how ( ... )

ok lazurous September 24 2002, 06:43:52 UTC

ok... fair enuff... but the fact that you dont see how you hurt me kinda lets me down... but ive given up on the fact and right now i got one of those "whatever" attitude towards it... no big deal i guess... its just probably you will never see it because you would have to live a day in my shoes in order to do so... so anyways... theres no way for me to show you how you hurt me... thats kinda the reason i lashed out to try to tell you that u were killin me... but oh well... i really dont care about it anymore... you do what you think is right and thats all anyone can ask of you... and things can always be the same... you dont have to say that... time heals all... the way i see it... you hurt me involuntarily... and you didnt notice that you were doing it... so i reacted with voluntary retaliation... we both hurt eachother plain and simple... you might not see it my way, but it happens... but anyway... bottom line is that i dont care anymore and i wanna get the band rollin again and your hung cock in my ass like the good ol' days... :D

Re: ok jeremyandstuff September 24 2002, 14:45:14 UTC

Blake, like I said, I do not feel like I have done anything wrong that I would need to apologize for...but I am sorry if I hurt you indirectly in any way. I never meant to hurt any of you guys, but I guess I just don't understand why everyone seems to have a problem with me and Natalie, and maybe I never will...You are one of my best friends man, so I couldn't understand why you were acting the way you were. All the stuff you said really hurt a lot (both me and Natalie), and I am still trying to see if I can put all that behind me, but I don't know if I will be able to any time soon. What still bothers me the most is that practically everyone in the group made Natalie feel like they hated her and that they didn't want her around, and everyone seemed to be blaming her for everything when she didn't do anything wrong. And she has never been anything but a good friend to all of you...Come on Blake, you have to admit, she was always nice to you and she went out of her way to help you a bunch of times...But anyway, as for me, I honestly ( ... )

...and the morning dove gets caught in the telephone wire anonymous October 13 2002, 13:57:40 UTC

WOW! This sounds pretty damn familiar. Blake lashing out at someone (in this case, again, his 'best" friend), for being with someone else, it seems. And then to only put the guilt trip on others for whatever reason he needs to so that he isn't the victim. De jevu. De jevu. QUICK LESSON IN ANATOMY 101: your ass generally DOES NOT sit atop your shoulders. But oh well, wishful thinking only gets people so far. So many words have been said, but never really listened to; frustratating to say the least and apparently not much has changed. What do people do with dogs who can't learn to sit? They throw them away, let them go, take them back to the pound if they're lucky. But I think you had the right idea when you said they should eat glass and die a horrible death. I suggest you learn to sit.

Re: ...and the morning dove gets caught in the telephone wire lazurous October 22 2002, 02:16:03 UTC

i suggest you take a finger and shove it up your ass...

Re: ...and the morning dove gets caught in the telephone wire stewburg October 25 2002, 22:16:13 UTC

what about a pregnant cow????

Re: ...and the morning dove gets caught in the telephone wire lazurous October 25 2002, 22:32:17 UTC

hey, werent you in that extremely shitty band spanks colorful???? which one were you again? the gay one??? to make music that bad i guess at least 75% of your band had to be either gay or mentally retarded, i guess shit happens tho. so y dont you get some balls you pussy and comment under your lj name??? o and if you think your gonna be some sort of macho kid cuz this is over the internet, well i got news for you, i know where you go to school, which dorm at central you stay in, o and i even know your boyfriend's name. so dont fuck with me you little pussy, i would kick your ass without even breaking a sweat. lick my nuts.

rob

ps lick my hairy sack

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