What If [2/?]

May 01, 2011 21:22

Title: What If [2/?]
Pairing: KyuMin
Genre: Angst, Romance
Rating: PG - 13
Summary: What if we were wrong about each other? What if you were really made for me?
Warning: Genderswitch
A/N: Written in Sungmin's POV.

It's been 3 days since Kyuhyun left for I-don't-know-where-he-is-now country. This has been the longest time he's left for work. I understand that as a steward, he flies from one country to another, but sometimes, I think it's too much work for him. He's rarely at home, and even though he tries his best to make it up to me, I still can't help but feel neglected at times.

There are times that I would even flirt with guys outside of our house and work, just so someone could fill the emptiness Kyuhyun left. As much as I try my best not to cheat on him, I can't help it. I'm a woman, a married one, and I need my husband's love and affection. I know he loves me so much, but sometimes, it just feels like we're drifting apart because of work.

"Naleul michigeh heh geuligo soomi makhigeh heh uhjil uhjil heh mami tuhjyuh ga nuh eh senggak hanalo gadeuk cha.."

Oh, my phone's ringing. I hope it's Kyuhyun.

"Hello?" I said as soon as I answered the call.

"Hey. Ready for tonight?" Oh, it's only Donghae.

"Yeah. Sure. Pick me up?" I replied with a sexy voice.

"Sure. I'll be there at 8 PM. See you later, sexy." Donghae replied with a husky voice before he hung up.

The guy I talked to just now was Lee Donghae. I met him last week at a club, and to be honest, he's really hot, but he's not as hot as Kyuhyun though. Oh yeah, the reason why I went to that club was because Kyuhyun wasn't around and I felt lonely and bored here at our apartment. When Donghae asked me out on a date, I said yes, but told him I'm going to set the date, to make sure Kyuhyun won't be around.

-----

It's almost 8 PM and I just finished curling my hair. I'm wearing a very short dress, you know, just to "sexify" the mood since we're going to a club again. Kyuhyun still hasn't called, so I guess he's inside an airplane or is just really busy. I love Kyuhyun, okay? The reason why I have flings with other guys is so I wouldn't feel the loneliness when he's not around.

"Ding.. Dong.."

Oh, Donghae's here.

As soon as I opened the door, Donghae kissed me passionately. When we pulled away, he greeted. "You look so scrumptious, do you know that?"

I giggled at his compliment and pushed him out of the apartment before he could even unzip my dress. "Let's go now" I said with a smirk and pulled him out of the building.

The drive to the club was really fun and Donghae talked about himself to no end. But every time I'd check my phone for a message or a missed call, my heart would clench by seeing none and by being greeted by my wallpaper; a picture of a smiling Kyuhyun and me.

When we got to the club, we headed to the crowded dance floor immediately. Drinks were being served, so we didn't need to sit at the bar anymore. After 5 glasses of beer, I was already drunk and Donghae and I were already grinding on each other.

As soon as my lips hit Donghae's, we shared a sloppy kiss and pulled each other to the motel which was just upstairs of the bar. We could hear moaning from every room, but we didn't mind. He pushed me into a room, which I didn't know he had already reserved for us, and the next thing I knew, we were already naked on the bed, with him on top of me and he was thrusting inside me.

"Oh, Donghae.. Ah.. More.."

"Sung.. Min.. You're.. So.. Tight.."

-----

The next morning, I woke up naked and with a headache. I got up and looked around the room, trying to remember what happened last night.  As soon as I remembered, I called out for Donghae, but there wasn't any sign of him. Then it hit me; it was only a one night stand and I lost my virginity to him which was supposed to be for Kyuhyun.

Oh my gosh, Kyuhyun!

I grabbed my phone from the bedside table and saw 50 missed calls and 150 messages, all from him. I read every message from him and tears started falling from my eyes when I realized that I had betrayed him while he was worried sick about me and looked all around the city just for me.

I didn't know that he was gonna come home last night or maybe I forgot, but I do know that I have to get home immediately, and on my way, I have to think of an explanation. I got dressed and left the place and took a cab home.

When I got to our apartment, I was surprised to see Kyuhyun asleep on the couch. I didn't want him to know what happened to me last night, so I made my way to the bathroom as quietly as I could and took a bath. I wanted to smell fresh for him, and I wanted to remove what Donghae did to me.

As soon as I finished taking a bath, I went back to the living room and he was still asleep. I made my way towards him and caressed his tear-stained face before giving him a peck on the lips. "I'm sorry, baby.." I whispered to him as tears started falling from my eyes.

"Minnie? Minnie!" Oh no, I woke him up. I immediately wiped away my tears and we exchanged a very tight hug, as if we haven't seen each other for years. "Where were you last night? I was really worried about you!" Kyuhyun added before giving me kisses on my face.

"I'm sorry, I had to.." What am I going to say to him? I can't tell him what happened. Before I could even think of an excuse, he already cut me off with a kiss.

"What matters now is your here! If you're ever gonna go somewhere again, tell me before I leave, okay?" Kyuhyun said and gave me another kiss.

-----

A week later, Kyuhyun was out again and I was left alone in our apartment. I was bored and lonely, so I decided to call a random guy. Every guy I flirted with before gave me their number, so I had a lot to choose from, but once we go out, I'm not going to a club anymore. I don't want to be used by another guy for pleasure.

I was scrolling down my phone's contacts and the name "Choi Siwon" caught my eye. I could remember everything about that guy, and to be honest, he's hotter than Kyuhyun. I pressed the green button on my phone and after a ring or two, he finally answered.

"Hello?" He said as soon as he picked up.

"Hey. Remember me?" I replied and I heard him gasp.

"Lee Sungmin?" He said and I could feel that he was happy.

"Yup. Wanna go to the park today?" I asked.

"Sure! Let's meet now" He answered and hung up immediately.

As soon as I got dressed, I went to the park and found him playing with the kids. How adorable is he? I made my way towards him and he did the same towards me. We gave each other a hug and sat down on a bench to talk.

END OF SUNGMIN'S POV

Kyuhyun has just arrived from Malaysia. He didn't tell Sungmin that he was gonna come home today because he wanted to surprise her. This wouldn't be the first time he was gonna surprised her, but Sungmin still hadn't got used to it.

The stoplight was on red and while waiting for it to turn green decided to sing along to DBSK's "Keep Your Head Down". As soon as he opened his eyes, he was surprised to see Sungmin crossing the street holding a muscular guy's hand.

Jealousy, hurt, anger and disappointment immediately flooded his body, but before he could even get out of his car and beat the guy black and blue, the stoplight already turned green, so he decided to save it later when Sungmin gets home.

"How could you, Min?" Kyuhyun said to no one as tears continued falling from his eyes.

A/N: Aigoo, it's so confusing. ;___; BTW, Sungmin's ringtone was SJ's "Club No. 1". :D

what if, genderswitch, fanfiction, kyumin

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