What If [5/?]

May 15, 2011 20:36

Title: What If [5/?]
Pairing: KyuMin
Genre: Angst
Rating: PG - 13
Summary: What if we were wrong about each other? What if you were really made for me?
Warning: Genderswitch
A/N: Written in KyuMin's POV.



KYUHYUN'S POV

I don't know what happened to me or how I ended up in this hospital bed. Luckily, this girl beside me, Seohyun, reminded me that I was Lee Kiseop, her fiancée. She told me that I got into an accident and forgot all of my memories. Maybe that's why I couldn't remember anything when I woke up a while ago.

"Did my parents come and see me already?" I asked Mr. Kim, Seohyun's father and my future father-in-law. Before he answered me, he looked at Seohyun first and she just smiled at him.

"Well, you see, Kiseop, your parents died 3 years ago when they went on a cruise and the ship they were in burned. I'm really sorry" I just nodded at what he said and looked outside the window. I know I should feel something, but how come I can still feel that my parents are somewhere out there?

One more thing, is that, how come I don't feel anything for Seohyun? Maybe my feelings for her got wiped away along with my memories. I should do my best to bring it back so that we can finally get married.

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Seohyun told me that I've been living with them ever since we got engaged. There are still a lot of things I need to remember, but she just told me that I should just wait for my memories to come back. I agreed, of course, because I don't want her to have a hard time narrating everything to me.

As much as I want to remember everything already, I should just be thankful that God gave me another chance to live, even if I can't remember anything. Though most of the time, I can't help but wonder how my life was before the accident.

When I got out of the car, in front of Ocean Company, the company that Seohyun's family owns, I was surprised when someone hugged me from behind. I unclasped the person's hands immediately and turned around and found a woman with a tear-stained face.

I looked at her from head to toe and I must admit, I was mesmerized by her beauty, but I wonder why she's crying. "Kyuhyun, where have you been?" The woman said. Kyuhyun? Who's Kyuhyun? How come I feel like I know him?

"Who are you?" I asked her and she cried harder. Oh no, did I say something wrong? No, I didn't. I only asked her who she was. What is with her?

"Kyuhyun, I'm your wife!" She yelled at me. Wife? But I'm not yet married and I don't even know her and whoever that Kyuhyun is. Maybe she just mistook me for him. That Kyuhyun guy is really lucky to have such a wonderful wife though.

"I'm sorry, miss, but I don't know you" I replied. I was so shocked when she knelt in front of me. I was about to help her stand up, but she suddenly hugged my legs. Oh no, what if Seohyun sees this?

"Kyuhyun, please, you're already hurting me! Please stop this already" She spoke again. What am I gonna do? People are already giving us weird stares.

I was about to remove her hands from my legs and help her stand up, but someone suddenly yelled from behind me and I already knew who it was. "Let go of my fiancée!" Seohyun yelled and the woman and I looked at her.

What happened next surprised me. Seohyun unclasped the woman's hands from my legs and pushed her and made her fall on the ground. I felt really bad for the woman. As much as I wanted to help her, Seohyun already pulled me towards the car. I saw the girl stand up and yelled something, but I didn't her it because Seohyun already pulled me inside the car.

On the way to the restaurant, I couldn't think clearly. The woman a while ago kept flooding my mind. How come it feels like I've met her before? More importantly, why is my heart beating like this? It should only beat for Seohyun, right? After all, she is my fiancée.

END OF KYUHYUN'S POV

SUNGMIN'S POV

After my encounter with Kyuhyun, I went back to the office, still crying. I didn't mind the weird looks I got from my co-workers and just headed straight to my desk. I took out my cellphone and stared at my wallpaper, which was me and Kyuhyun way back in college.

I can remember everything about this picture. We were supposed to make love that day in his apartment, but his parents suddenly came for a visit.

Even though we're already married, we still haven't made love because we're really busy with work, especially him. What makes me feel worse is the fact that I have already lost my virginity to someone else while he still has his reserved for me. But with what happened earlier, I don't think we're going to be together again anytime soon. I still have to figure out what happened to him and why he was acting like that. More importantly, who was that woman he was with?

"Sungmin, is Kyuhyun sick or something? He hasn't been-" My boss, Ms. Park, suddenly spoke from behind me. Oh no, he noticed me crying. "Are you okay?" She asked as she moved closer to me and patted my back.

"I.." I spoke as I wiped my tears. "I saw him this morning, b-but he said.." I cried again and Ms. Park continued patting my back while hushing me. "He said.. he doesn't know me." I felt Ms. Park stop and turned my chair around and knelt in front of me so we could face each other.

"What? Impossible! Kyuhyun loves you too much that he would even come here after a tiring flight just so he could pick you up and you could go home together" Ms. Park said and I couldn't help but recall all of my memories with Kyuhyun. "Did you have a fight?" She asked and I felt my hear clenched when I remembered what happened.

"Yes, and he didn't come home, but when I finally saw him this morning, he said he doesn't know me. It's all my fault.. I shouldn't have cheated on him.." I heard Ms. Park gasp as soon as I said the last phrase of my sentence.

"You cheated on him?! Cho Sungmin!" Ms. Park yelled which made everyone look at us. "How could you do that to Kyuhyun?" She lowered her voice this time.

"I'm really sorry.. I felt so neglected.. I.." I cried harder again. Funny how we never run out of tears.

I was surprised when Ms. Park suddenly hugged me and patted my back again. She's like a sister to me, even though she's only my cousin.

Her family took care of me ever since my parents left for Germany because of work. My parents and I still contact each other, but they barely come home for a visit. It's a good thing they were able to come home before just for my wedding.

"You shouldn't have done that." Ms. Park said. Oh wait, since you already know that she's my cousin, let's call her by her nickname, Leeteuk. If you're curious about her real name, it's Jungsoo, but she prefers being called Leeteuk.

"I know, I'm really sorry.." It was all I could say and Leeteuk unnie continued comforting me.

END OF SUNGMIN'S POV

While she was hugging Sungmin, Leeteuk was already planning something in her head. She wanted to help her cousin, even though she knew what she did was wrong. Leeteuk knew how much Kyuhyun and Sungmin love each other, which is why she is determined to help fix their marriage.

Leeteuk asked Sungmin what happened with her encounter with Kyuhyun a while ago. Just by hearing the name of the company where Sungmin saw Kyuhyun, it made everything a little easier for Leeteuk. She was close friends with the owner of Ocean Company, Kim Youngwoon or more known as Kangin.

Not only was he close friends with Kangin, but they used to be lovers. The only reason why they broke up was because the latter was placed in an arrange marriage with Kim Taeyeon because Kangin's parents didn't like Leeteuk. Even though it's been years and she's accepted the fact that they'll never get back together, Leeteuk still loves Kangin so much.

When Sungmin got home that night, she decided to skip dinner and just head straight to bed. She doesn't know how many times she cried that day or how many gallons of tears she had already shed, but she still continued crying.

Before she drifted off to sleep, she took Kyuhyun's picture and talked to it. "Kyuhyun, why are you being like this? Are you trying to get revenge on me? Please, stop it already. I'm sorry. I love you, Kyu."

Sungmin fell asleep with the picture frame in her hand and was hugging the pillow Kyuhyun used to lie in, the pillow she had been hugging and crying on ever since Kyuhyun left her.

A/N: Ugh, it's so hot here in the Philippines. :(( I didn't have any homework this weekend, so I was able to update yesterday and today. Hehehe. :D If you're confused about a part, feel free to tell me. :3 

what if, genderswitch, fanfiction, kyumin

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