Title: Distance
Pairing: KyuMin
Genre: Angst, Romance
Rating: PG - 13
Summary: She's looking for a trace of him in the winter night.
Warning: Genderswitch
A/N: Written in Sungmin's POV
It was Christmas eve and everyone was already busy preparing inside their houses, but here I am, still waiting for you to come home. Even though you've divorced me 6 months ago, here I am, still waiting.
Funny, when I said I'd be the one who's gonna leave, but here I am now, the one left behind. If only I held on tighter to our marriage, then you'd still be in my arms right now, not with her.
What does she have that I don't? You said I was perfect, you said I was everything you needed, but how come you left me like this? How come you chose her over me?
She was just someone you met at work, but I was your high school sweetheart. So tell me, where did I go wrong, when all I did was love you, care for you and do everything for you.
We got married on the 20th of December of last year, but instead of celebrating our wedding anniversary 4 days ago, you're not here anymore. What's there to celebrate anyway? You're already with her.
As I sit on the couch and look at the fireplace, I reminisce everything that happened between us, even the lovemaking we had, on the carpet, in front of the exact same fireplace.
What happened to us, Kyuhyun? You said you'd never leave me, right? What happened to the vows we made in front of the altar? Didn't they mean anything to you? Didn't I mean anything to you?
The silence is so deafening now that my tears are already starting to fall. The only thing I can lean on now is the teddy bear you gave me on my birthday, just 11 months ago.
I love you, Kyuhyun, but you're not here to kiss me anymore whenever I'd say those 3 words with your name attached to it.
An hour left before Christmas and you're still not here, you're never coming back.
I was about to fall asleep, but the doorbell rang and my tears fell more as thoughts that you came home flooded my mind.
As I slowly opened the door, all I could see was snow and I could feel the cold wind gushing on my face as I cried harder. Did the doorbell really ring or was it just my imagination?
I closed the door and made my way to the dining room. All of your favorite Christmas food was on the table, but it was already a bit cold. I'm sorry, Kyuhyun.
I walked back to the couch and I would divert my attention from the fireplace and from the window, in case you would pass by or maybe, come home.
Just a few more minutes till Christmas, but I've already cleaned up the table and just kept the food in the fridge.
You're never coming back, so I might as well move on with my life.
I turned off the fire in the fireplace and I was about to make my way upstairs to our, no, my bedroom, when the doorbell rang.
I knew it was only wishful thinking, so I just ignored it, but as I heard the door open, I looked back and you appeared with tears falling from your eyes.
"Home is where the heart is, so I guess I'm home. I'm sorry for being such a fool, Min. I love you and I'll never leave you again" You said as you hugged me as both of us cried in each other's arms.
I didn't speak, because my tears were already enough to prove how much I missed you. I was about to kiss you, but you went ahead and kissed me, just like how you'd always do.
The clock stroke 12 AM. "Merry Christmas, Cho Sungmin." We kissed again, this time, more passionate. Nothing's changed, even your love for me.
All that's left to do is fix everything and get married again. This time, we'll make things right, especially you, Kyu.
A/N 2: Merry Christmas, everyone! ♥
A/N 3: This fanfiction was based from BoA's "Distance". :D