Barricades [5/?]
Title: Barricades [5/?]
Pairing: KyuMin, SeoKyu, Slight!KangTeuk, Slight!HanChul, Slight!EunHae
Genre: Romance, Drama, Angst
Rating: R
Summary: You love him, he loves you, but what if there are barricades between you two, what would you do? [Another bad summary. -.-]
Warning: Genderswitch [I just love Girl!Sungmin so much. xD] and Smut [For this chapter. ^^]
A/N: Written in Sungmin's POV. ^^
It was almost 12:30 AM and there we were in his living room, starting it off with a kiss. I don't want to waste anymore time, I just want to be with him right now. He bit my lower lip, asking for entrance, and I happily let his tongue inside my mouth and we started kissing passionately as his tongue continues to explore my mouth.
He broke off the kiss and I groaned because of the loss, but I smiled again as he started kissing, licking and biting my neck, leaving lovemarks, proving I was his and his alone. As I was moaning at his every bite, we fell onto the couch but his lips never left my neck. "Kyu.. unf.. ah.."
He unzipped my jacket and pulled it off. He went back to my neglected lips and started kissing me again as he was unbuttoning my blouse. "No f-fair, you're s-still wearing c-clothes.." I say to him as he was sucking on my lips. "Please take it off.." He says to me as he moves to my neck and starts leaving lovemarks again. I had a hard time pulling off his shirt because I was enjoying his bites, so I pushed him off of me and I sat on his lap. I could already feel his hardness below me, but I still wanted to take it slow, so I could cherish the moment, knowing that this would be our last.
I pulled off his shirt and took the chance to explore and touch his bare upper body. He then removed the unbuttoned blouse that was still hanging on my shoulders and started licking from my neck to my cleavage. "Ah.. more.. ugh.." I started rotating my hips earning moans from him. "Min..let's ah.. shit.. move.. to the.. unf.. bed"
He placed my legs on his waist and I placed my hands around his neck as he carries me from the couch while we were kissing passionately, tongues playing with each other. He places me gently on the bed, lips still not parting as he unclasps my bra and removes it.
He engulfs my left breast as he plays with the other one, fingers playing with the erect nipple. He then moves to my right breast and plays with the left one as well. "Ba..baby.. ah.. s-so.. good.." He started kissing and licking from my neck until my belly button. "Take it off.. now.." I say to him as I was already getting impatient. "What's the magic word?" He says to me with a smirk. Aish, this boy, such a tease. "Please!" I glare at him. "Please what?" I rolled my eyes before responding "Please, baby" I used my aegyo this time. "Good" he gives me a kiss before unbuttoning and unzipping my jeans. He pulled it off together with my underwear.
He kisses my legs, then my entrance, which made me twitch and he laughed at me, then my body until he reached my lips. "You're so gorgeous" He said before kissing me passionately. He gets off the bed as he removes his pants and his underwear, showing his proud and hard member. This is the 2nd time I've seen it, but I'm still amazed at how it looks.
He gets on the bed again and starts kissing from my toes until my entrance. He parted my thighs and licks my hole. "Ah.. shit" I was surprised by his action, but he just continues licking while smirking. He then moves to my lips and kisses it hungrily. I wrapped my arms around his neck to deepen the kiss, but I was surprised when he pushed his member inside of me making me wince at the pain. "Kyu.."
When he saw that tears fell from my eyes, he immediately wiped it and said "I'm sorry, baby. Just tell me when to move" I nodded at him and pulled him again to continue our kiss. When I was already comfortable with our position, I wrapped my legs around his waist and pushed him deeper into me, showing him that it was already safe to move.
He started at a slow pace, trying to find the perfect spot, as we continued kissing. "Kyu.. ah.. ugh.. f-faster.." He grants my request as he did what I told him to do and just in time, he found the perfect spot, making me see stars everywhere. "Baby.. so.. good.. ah.. more.. unf.. more.." He continues thrusting into me and both of us continue to moan, feeling each other wholeheartedly.
"I-I love y-you.." I say as I came. After a few more thrusts, he shouted "Minnie", as he came inside me. He lied on top of me for a few minutes, both of us enjoying the afterglow, and after that, he moved beside me and covered us with his blanket. His right arm was my pillow and his left arm was hugging my waist, while both of my arms were wrapped around his waist.
"I love you too" he says to me as he kisses my forehead. After a few more "I love you" to each other, we finally went to sleep. If only tomorrow didn't come, then everything would be alright.
The next day, we still had the same morning routine. At work, I wasn't myself, as thoughts continued filling my mind. I avoided him all day as if nothing happened last night.
I continued avoiding him for 2 days. I did it to prepare myself to let him go. I know I'm going to do this for our own good and of course, I don't want my parents to disown me, but I still can't help the fact that I'll be losing him.. the one I love and the one I'm living for.
It was already Thursday, and after work, I asked him if we could go somewhere for a talk. "Why were you neglecting me these past few days? What's wrong?" he asks me with a frown on his face. I controlled myself from looking at him and speaking, even though I already know that I'm hurting the both of us. When he noticed that I still wasn't answering, he just drove. Kyuhyun ah, I'm sorry, but I just have to.
The drive to the unknown place was quiet and I was feeling really tensed. I don't know if I could do this to him. He's done so much for me, especially for giving me the love I need and making me happy everyday. I know it's going to be hard for the both of us, but it's for the best. When we arrived at the place, I was surprised that he took me to one of my favorite places, but everything was still quiet and I could feel him staring at me.
"Kyuhyun, we have to end this already" I say to him as we were inside of his car that was parked by the Han River.
"You said you'd always love me, didn't you? Why do you have to make everything complicated, Sungmin?" He finally speaks after a few minutes of deafening silence. I do love you, so much, but I just have to do this.
"I'm your noona, Kyuhyun. Know how to use your honorifics" I've never used a serious tone on him before, but I need to do this so he'd let me go.
Suddenly, he pulled me and kissed me passionately. I really wanted to kiss him back, but I fought the urge to do so, because if I allowed myself to be drowned in his sweet kiss, I wouldn't be able to control myself. When he noticed that I wasn't answering his kiss, he immediately pulled back and looked at me in the eyes.
"I need you! I want to be with you forever! I love you so much, Sungmin! Please don't do this!" He finally breaks down in front of me. He hasn't done this before, but seeing him so vulnerable makes me want to kill myself for hurting the one I love.
"I don't love you anymore, Kyuhyun! Why can't you see that?!" I tried to stop my tears from falling but when I just couldn't anymore, I pushed him away and got out of the car just in time for the tears to land on my cheeks.
He got out of the car and chased me. "I don't believe you!" He hugs me from behind and both of us continued crying.
"Let me go!" I shout at him as I try to break away from his hug. It was a good thing that we were the only ones at the spot. The others were a few feet away, so they didn't know what was happening.
"Sungmin, I didn't do anything wrong. Why are you doing this?" He turns me around and kneels in front of me and holds my hands.
It took me a few minutes of thinking what to say just so this would end already. What's happening to us was worse than those I've seen in dramas. It was just too painful. "I realized that I'm already fed up with you. I want to be with someone new now." It was too heartbreaking to say that, and when I noticed that he wasn't answering, "Don't ever come near me again. Goodbye, Kyuhyun" I say to him as I break off from his hold and ran away, leaving him there, kneeling, crying and.. broken.
If only there were no barricades, then I would've stayed.
A/N: I think my heart just broke. ;~; My dear Eli, as promised. Hehehe. :D But it feels like the smut was a fail. ;~; If there's something wrong, please feel free to tell me. ^^ Now, excuse me, I need to run to a corner and cry because of what I just did to KyuMin. ;~;
Pairing: KyuMin, SeoKyu, Slight!KangTeuk, Slight!HanChul, Slight!EunHae
Genre: Romance, Drama, Angst
Rating: R
Summary: You love him, he loves you, but what if there are barricades between you two, what would you do? [Another bad summary. -.-]
Warning: Genderswitch [I just love Girl!Sungmin so much. xD] and Smut [For this chapter. ^^]
A/N: Written in Sungmin's POV. ^^
It was almost 12:30 AM and there we were in his living room, starting it off with a kiss. I don't want to waste anymore time, I just want to be with him right now. He bit my lower lip, asking for entrance, and I happily let his tongue inside my mouth and we started kissing passionately as his tongue continues to explore my mouth.
He broke off the kiss and I groaned because of the loss, but I smiled again as he started kissing, licking and biting my neck, leaving lovemarks, proving I was his and his alone. As I was moaning at his every bite, we fell onto the couch but his lips never left my neck. "Kyu.. unf.. ah.."
He unzipped my jacket and pulled it off. He went back to my neglected lips and started kissing me again as he was unbuttoning my blouse. "No f-fair, you're s-still wearing c-clothes.." I say to him as he was sucking on my lips. "Please take it off.." He says to me as he moves to my neck and starts leaving lovemarks again. I had a hard time pulling off his shirt because I was enjoying his bites, so I pushed him off of me and I sat on his lap. I could already feel his hardness below me, but I still wanted to take it slow, so I could cherish the moment, knowing that this would be our last.
I pulled off his shirt and took the chance to explore and touch his bare upper body. He then removed the unbuttoned blouse that was still hanging on my shoulders and started licking from my neck to my cleavage. "Ah.. more.. ugh.." I started rotating my hips earning moans from him. "Min..let's ah.. shit.. move.. to the.. unf.. bed"
He placed my legs on his waist and I placed my hands around his neck as he carries me from the couch while we were kissing passionately, tongues playing with each other. He places me gently on the bed, lips still not parting as he unclasps my bra and removes it.
He engulfs my left breast as he plays with the other one, fingers playing with the erect nipple. He then moves to my right breast and plays with the left one as well. "Ba..baby.. ah.. s-so.. good.." He started kissing and licking from my neck until my belly button. "Take it off.. now.." I say to him as I was already getting impatient. "What's the magic word?" He says to me with a smirk. Aish, this boy, such a tease. "Please!" I glare at him. "Please what?" I rolled my eyes before responding "Please, baby" I used my aegyo this time. "Good" he gives me a kiss before unbuttoning and unzipping my jeans. He pulled it off together with my underwear.
He kisses my legs, then my entrance, which made me twitch and he laughed at me, then my body until he reached my lips. "You're so gorgeous" He said before kissing me passionately. He gets off the bed as he removes his pants and his underwear, showing his proud and hard member. This is the 2nd time I've seen it, but I'm still amazed at how it looks.
He gets on the bed again and starts kissing from my toes until my entrance. He parted my thighs and licks my hole. "Ah.. shit" I was surprised by his action, but he just continues licking while smirking. He then moves to my lips and kisses it hungrily. I wrapped my arms around his neck to deepen the kiss, but I was surprised when he pushed his member inside of me making me wince at the pain. "Kyu.."
When he saw that tears fell from my eyes, he immediately wiped it and said "I'm sorry, baby. Just tell me when to move" I nodded at him and pulled him again to continue our kiss. When I was already comfortable with our position, I wrapped my legs around his waist and pushed him deeper into me, showing him that it was already safe to move.
He started at a slow pace, trying to find the perfect spot, as we continued kissing. "Kyu.. ah.. ugh.. f-faster.." He grants my request as he did what I told him to do and just in time, he found the perfect spot, making me see stars everywhere. "Baby.. so.. good.. ah.. more.. unf.. more.." He continues thrusting into me and both of us continue to moan, feeling each other wholeheartedly.
"I-I love y-you.." I say as I came. After a few more thrusts, he shouted "Minnie", as he came inside me. He lied on top of me for a few minutes, both of us enjoying the afterglow, and after that, he moved beside me and covered us with his blanket. His right arm was my pillow and his left arm was hugging my waist, while both of my arms were wrapped around his waist.
"I love you too" he says to me as he kisses my forehead. After a few more "I love you" to each other, we finally went to sleep. If only tomorrow didn't come, then everything would be alright.
The next day, we still had the same morning routine. At work, I wasn't myself, as thoughts continued filling my mind. I avoided him all day as if nothing happened last night.
I continued avoiding him for 2 days. I did it to prepare myself to let him go. I know I'm going to do this for our own good and of course, I don't want my parents to disown me, but I still can't help the fact that I'll be losing him.. the one I love and the one I'm living for.
It was already Thursday, and after work, I asked him if we could go somewhere for a talk. "Why were you neglecting me these past few days? What's wrong?" he asks me with a frown on his face. I controlled myself from looking at him and speaking, even though I already know that I'm hurting the both of us. When he noticed that I still wasn't answering, he just drove. Kyuhyun ah, I'm sorry, but I just have to.
The drive to the unknown place was quiet and I was feeling really tensed. I don't know if I could do this to him. He's done so much for me, especially for giving me the love I need and making me happy everyday. I know it's going to be hard for the both of us, but it's for the best. When we arrived at the place, I was surprised that he took me to one of my favorite places, but everything was still quiet and I could feel him staring at me.
"Kyuhyun, we have to end this already" I say to him as we were inside of his car that was parked by the Han River.
"You said you'd always love me, didn't you? Why do you have to make everything complicated, Sungmin?" He finally speaks after a few minutes of deafening silence. I do love you, so much, but I just have to do this.
"I'm your noona, Kyuhyun. Know how to use your honorifics" I've never used a serious tone on him before, but I need to do this so he'd let me go.
Suddenly, he pulled me and kissed me passionately. I really wanted to kiss him back, but I fought the urge to do so, because if I allowed myself to be drowned in his sweet kiss, I wouldn't be able to control myself. When he noticed that I wasn't answering his kiss, he immediately pulled back and looked at me in the eyes.
"I need you! I want to be with you forever! I love you so much, Sungmin! Please don't do this!" He finally breaks down in front of me. He hasn't done this before, but seeing him so vulnerable makes me want to kill myself for hurting the one I love.
"I don't love you anymore, Kyuhyun! Why can't you see that?!" I tried to stop my tears from falling but when I just couldn't anymore, I pushed him away and got out of the car just in time for the tears to land on my cheeks.
He got out of the car and chased me. "I don't believe you!" He hugs me from behind and both of us continued crying.
"Let me go!" I shout at him as I try to break away from his hug. It was a good thing that we were the only ones at the spot. The others were a few feet away, so they didn't know what was happening.
"Sungmin, I didn't do anything wrong. Why are you doing this?" He turns me around and kneels in front of me and holds my hands.
It took me a few minutes of thinking what to say just so this would end already. What's happening to us was worse than those I've seen in dramas. It was just too painful. "I realized that I'm already fed up with you. I want to be with someone new now." It was too heartbreaking to say that, and when I noticed that he wasn't answering, "Don't ever come near me again. Goodbye, Kyuhyun" I say to him as I break off from his hold and ran away, leaving him there, kneeling, crying and.. broken.
If only there were no barricades, then I would've stayed.
A/N: I think my heart just broke. ;~; My dear Eli, as promised. Hehehe. :D But it feels like the smut was a fail. ;~; If there's something wrong, please feel free to tell me. ^^ Now, excuse me, I need to run to a corner and cry because of what I just did to KyuMin. ;~;