Barricades [6/?]
Title: Barricades [6/?]
Pairing: KyuMin, SeoKyu, Slight!KangTeuk, Slight!HanChul, Slight!EunHae
Genre: Romance, Drama, Angst
Rating: PG - 13
Summary: You love him, he loves you, but what if there are barricades between you two, what would you do? [Another bad summary. -.-]
Warning: Genderswitch [I just love Girl!Sungmin so much. xD]
A/N: Written in Sungmin's POV. ^^
I ran away as fast as I could, tears still staining my cheeks. I could feel people staring at me, but I didn't mind, I just don't want to see Kyuhyun in that state, and knowing that I was the one who caused it just made everything worse. When I was sure that I was far away from Kyuhyun, I stopped by a bench by a bus stop to catch my breath.
After a few minutes of inhaling and exhaling, I cried once again. Why did fate have to be so cruel to the both of us? I love him and he loves me, but why can't everyone just let us be? I continued crying while waiting for the bus to arrive.
When the bus was already there, waiting for new passengers to board, I quickly wiped my tears and ran towards its door. I was happy when I got in the bus and noticed that it wasn't full, but what bothered me was that almost all of the passengers were.. couples. I took the empty seat at the back of the driver so I wouldn't see and be envious of the couples surrounding me, knowing that it will take me a long time to find someone like him again, but how could I, when I know that he's the only Cho Kyuhyun I'll ever love.
When I finally arrived in front of the house, I made sure that the sadness I was feeling wasn't obvious. When I finally entered the house, my mother got up from the dining table and headed towards me. "Did you break up with him?" She says as she cups my cheeks and looks me deeply in the eyes. I just nodded at her, because if I say a word, then I just might break down again. "Good, you've done the right thing. I'm sure you will find the one for you soon, Sungmin" She says as she hugs me. I've already found the one for me, I just let him go because of you.
My mother brought me to the dining table to join them for dinner. "Unnie, thank you for giving him up!" Seohyun says to me as I sit down beside her and hugs me. I just gave her a fake smile, so I wouldn't cause anymore commotion. My father just smiled at me as well.
When we were finally done with dinner, I went up to my room and just lied down on my bed. Tears started filling my eyes again as thoughts of him continued to fill my mind. I decided to take a warm bath to calm me down and just let myself reminisce the times we were still together. I know I have to be strong, but I just want to remember everything for now, before I start to forget him soon. When I was done taking a bath and getting into my night dress, I headed for bed and just cried myself to sleep.
When I got to work the next day, I was surprised to see Kyuhyun and Seohyun going around the mall.. hands intertwined. It felt like a sharp object pierced my heart, but I took my gaze away from them and just went to the office. There, I locked the door and started crying again. I know I have to get used to this, but please let me take my time.
I was still crying when a sharp object caught my eye and was tempting me to get it and let it feel my skin. I don't know what was happening to me as I started walking towards the scissors that was just on my table. I grabbed the object and.. cut my wrist. The pain felt so good that I was almost about to deepen it when suddenly, a pair of hands slapped mine and grabbed the sharp object.
A/N: Sorry for the short and boring update. ;~; I haven't been feeling well since last night, but I just wanted to update. :)
Pairing: KyuMin, SeoKyu, Slight!KangTeuk, Slight!HanChul, Slight!EunHae
Genre: Romance, Drama, Angst
Rating: PG - 13
Summary: You love him, he loves you, but what if there are barricades between you two, what would you do? [Another bad summary. -.-]
Warning: Genderswitch [I just love Girl!Sungmin so much. xD]
A/N: Written in Sungmin's POV. ^^
I ran away as fast as I could, tears still staining my cheeks. I could feel people staring at me, but I didn't mind, I just don't want to see Kyuhyun in that state, and knowing that I was the one who caused it just made everything worse. When I was sure that I was far away from Kyuhyun, I stopped by a bench by a bus stop to catch my breath.
After a few minutes of inhaling and exhaling, I cried once again. Why did fate have to be so cruel to the both of us? I love him and he loves me, but why can't everyone just let us be? I continued crying while waiting for the bus to arrive.
When the bus was already there, waiting for new passengers to board, I quickly wiped my tears and ran towards its door. I was happy when I got in the bus and noticed that it wasn't full, but what bothered me was that almost all of the passengers were.. couples. I took the empty seat at the back of the driver so I wouldn't see and be envious of the couples surrounding me, knowing that it will take me a long time to find someone like him again, but how could I, when I know that he's the only Cho Kyuhyun I'll ever love.
When I finally arrived in front of the house, I made sure that the sadness I was feeling wasn't obvious. When I finally entered the house, my mother got up from the dining table and headed towards me. "Did you break up with him?" She says as she cups my cheeks and looks me deeply in the eyes. I just nodded at her, because if I say a word, then I just might break down again. "Good, you've done the right thing. I'm sure you will find the one for you soon, Sungmin" She says as she hugs me. I've already found the one for me, I just let him go because of you.
My mother brought me to the dining table to join them for dinner. "Unnie, thank you for giving him up!" Seohyun says to me as I sit down beside her and hugs me. I just gave her a fake smile, so I wouldn't cause anymore commotion. My father just smiled at me as well.
When we were finally done with dinner, I went up to my room and just lied down on my bed. Tears started filling my eyes again as thoughts of him continued to fill my mind. I decided to take a warm bath to calm me down and just let myself reminisce the times we were still together. I know I have to be strong, but I just want to remember everything for now, before I start to forget him soon. When I was done taking a bath and getting into my night dress, I headed for bed and just cried myself to sleep.
When I got to work the next day, I was surprised to see Kyuhyun and Seohyun going around the mall.. hands intertwined. It felt like a sharp object pierced my heart, but I took my gaze away from them and just went to the office. There, I locked the door and started crying again. I know I have to get used to this, but please let me take my time.
I was still crying when a sharp object caught my eye and was tempting me to get it and let it feel my skin. I don't know what was happening to me as I started walking towards the scissors that was just on my table. I grabbed the object and.. cut my wrist. The pain felt so good that I was almost about to deepen it when suddenly, a pair of hands slapped mine and grabbed the sharp object.
A/N: Sorry for the short and boring update. ;~; I haven't been feeling well since last night, but I just wanted to update. :)