Barricades [10/?]
Title: Barricades [10/?]
Pairing: KyuMin, SeoKyu, SiMin, Slight!KangTeuk, Slight!HanChul, Slight!EunHae
Genre: Romance, Drama, Angst
Rating: PG - 13
Summary: You love him, he loves you, but what if there are barricades between you two, what would you do? [Another bad summary. -.-]
Warning: Genderswitch [I just love Girl!Sungmin so much. xD]
A/N: Written in KyuMin's POV. ^^
SUNGMIN'S POV
"Siwon!" I ran to the person who called me a while ago and hugged him. His name was Choi Siwon, my ex-boyfriend from high school. We've started dating during our sophomore year and lasted for a year and a half, but we had to end our relationship because he had to leave the country due to his father's job and neither of us wanted a long distance relationship. Our break up was peaceful and both of us promised to remain good friends.
"You've grown so much! Still as lovely as before. What are you doing here?" He says to me after breaking the hug. Siwon was considered the most handsome lad in our batch and I had the title of the most beautiful lass, that's why we were crowned as the perfect couple way back.
"I-I.." I paused for a while, trying to be strong, because I'm still taking everything slowly. "I wanted to live a new life. My life was too complicated at home, so I decided to move away" I smiled after responding. "I didn't know you were here. You didn't even tell me where you were going before you left a few years back" I really didn't expect on meeting him here. He left me clueless on where he was heading when we broke up.
"Ah, pressure from the folks, I see" He said as he ruffled my used-to-be-neat hair. "Well, I didn't know what country to say because we went around the world for more than 5 years, but appa finally decided to just stay here in Singapore" He said as he fixed my hair after he noticed the glare I was giving him when he messed up my hair a few minutes ago.
"Oh, I see" I say as I smiled at him. I kind of envy him for having such a perfect life. Not only was he allowed to make decisions on his own and have the freedom on how to live his life, but his parents were even very supportive of his choices.
"So, who are you dating now?" He just had to ask that. I don't blame him though, because we haven't talked to each other for such a long time that we've missed out on a lot of things.
"No one.." I say to him, trying not to remember the past that I'm trying to let go.
"You have got to be kidding me. I don't blame you though, it's good that you're taking your time" He smiles at me. If Siwon didn't leave me, we'd probably be married already, seeing how both of us were so serious about our relationship before. But if I married him, then I would've never been with.. Aish, Sungmin! You're moving on, right? Stop thinking about him.
"How about you?" I asked him, trying to catch up on things. I wonder why he looks so uneasy right now. Did I say something wrong?
"Sungmin.. To be honest.. I've never really moved on after breaking up with you.." I was shocked by what he said. He noticed that I wasn't replying, so he continued. "I promised myself that I'd go back to Korea after my studies so I could be with you again, but I changed my mind because I thought you already belonged to someone else" I could notice the sadness and honesty in his voice, because to be frank, Siwon never lied to me. Whenever I doubted him before, he'd do anything to prove to me that he's being honest, which was one of the reasons why we didn't fight that much when we were still together.
"Siwon, I don't know what to say.." I was surprised when he pulled me and hugged me again. I could feel my shoulder getting wet, he was crying. The people passing by us were giving us weird looks, but I just smiled at them while I continued patting Siwon's back.
"Sungmin.." He said as he pulled away from the hug and wiped his tears. "Now that we've met again.." Oh, please. I'm not ready for anything yet. "Do you still have a place for me in your heart?" All I could do was stare at him.
KYUHYUN'S POV
It was already 8:00 in the morning when I got back to my apartment from the mall. All I did was cry my heart out last night. When Sungmin left after my mother's announcement, I ran after her and pretended that I couldn't hear my parents, Sungmin's parents and Seohyun telling me to come back to the table. I used my car to follow her until she reached the mall. I ran after parking my car and it was a good thing that I was a faster runner than her and got to the office a few minutes before she arrived.
Sungmin's gone and I don't even know where she is right now. I could still feel her kiss lingering on my lips, our last kiss. My heart feels more hurt as I remembered having her in my arms last night, both of us inhaling each other's scent.. for the last time.
I lied down on my bed and all I could think about was Sungmin.. my Kim Sungmin. Everything was still confusing to me; our break up, her going somewhere, everything. Everything just suddenly got complicated. Kim Sungmin, you owe me a big explanation.
I started crying again as I lied down on the space in my bed she used to lie in. Her scent was still there and I cried more as I inhaled it. What happened to us, Sungmin?
There was so much pain in my heart that I shouted her name as tears continued to come out of my eyes. "SUUUUUUUUUUNGMIIIIIIIIIIN!" I wanted to release the pain. I couldn't take not having her beside me. I won't allow myself to be married to Seohyun. I will find you, Sungmin. I will. I love you so much.
You can take away everything I have, but you can never take away the love I have for her
A/N: Early dismissal today. \:D/ While I was typing Kyuhyun's part, DBSK's "How Can I" played, then I started crying all of a sudden. ;~; It's the weekend once again. /Dances for joy xD
Pairing: KyuMin, SeoKyu, SiMin, Slight!KangTeuk, Slight!HanChul, Slight!EunHae
Genre: Romance, Drama, Angst
Rating: PG - 13
Summary: You love him, he loves you, but what if there are barricades between you two, what would you do? [Another bad summary. -.-]
Warning: Genderswitch [I just love Girl!Sungmin so much. xD]
A/N: Written in KyuMin's POV. ^^
SUNGMIN'S POV
"Siwon!" I ran to the person who called me a while ago and hugged him. His name was Choi Siwon, my ex-boyfriend from high school. We've started dating during our sophomore year and lasted for a year and a half, but we had to end our relationship because he had to leave the country due to his father's job and neither of us wanted a long distance relationship. Our break up was peaceful and both of us promised to remain good friends.
"You've grown so much! Still as lovely as before. What are you doing here?" He says to me after breaking the hug. Siwon was considered the most handsome lad in our batch and I had the title of the most beautiful lass, that's why we were crowned as the perfect couple way back.
"I-I.." I paused for a while, trying to be strong, because I'm still taking everything slowly. "I wanted to live a new life. My life was too complicated at home, so I decided to move away" I smiled after responding. "I didn't know you were here. You didn't even tell me where you were going before you left a few years back" I really didn't expect on meeting him here. He left me clueless on where he was heading when we broke up.
"Ah, pressure from the folks, I see" He said as he ruffled my used-to-be-neat hair. "Well, I didn't know what country to say because we went around the world for more than 5 years, but appa finally decided to just stay here in Singapore" He said as he fixed my hair after he noticed the glare I was giving him when he messed up my hair a few minutes ago.
"Oh, I see" I say as I smiled at him. I kind of envy him for having such a perfect life. Not only was he allowed to make decisions on his own and have the freedom on how to live his life, but his parents were even very supportive of his choices.
"So, who are you dating now?" He just had to ask that. I don't blame him though, because we haven't talked to each other for such a long time that we've missed out on a lot of things.
"No one.." I say to him, trying not to remember the past that I'm trying to let go.
"You have got to be kidding me. I don't blame you though, it's good that you're taking your time" He smiles at me. If Siwon didn't leave me, we'd probably be married already, seeing how both of us were so serious about our relationship before. But if I married him, then I would've never been with.. Aish, Sungmin! You're moving on, right? Stop thinking about him.
"How about you?" I asked him, trying to catch up on things. I wonder why he looks so uneasy right now. Did I say something wrong?
"Sungmin.. To be honest.. I've never really moved on after breaking up with you.." I was shocked by what he said. He noticed that I wasn't replying, so he continued. "I promised myself that I'd go back to Korea after my studies so I could be with you again, but I changed my mind because I thought you already belonged to someone else" I could notice the sadness and honesty in his voice, because to be frank, Siwon never lied to me. Whenever I doubted him before, he'd do anything to prove to me that he's being honest, which was one of the reasons why we didn't fight that much when we were still together.
"Siwon, I don't know what to say.." I was surprised when he pulled me and hugged me again. I could feel my shoulder getting wet, he was crying. The people passing by us were giving us weird looks, but I just smiled at them while I continued patting Siwon's back.
"Sungmin.." He said as he pulled away from the hug and wiped his tears. "Now that we've met again.." Oh, please. I'm not ready for anything yet. "Do you still have a place for me in your heart?" All I could do was stare at him.
KYUHYUN'S POV
It was already 8:00 in the morning when I got back to my apartment from the mall. All I did was cry my heart out last night. When Sungmin left after my mother's announcement, I ran after her and pretended that I couldn't hear my parents, Sungmin's parents and Seohyun telling me to come back to the table. I used my car to follow her until she reached the mall. I ran after parking my car and it was a good thing that I was a faster runner than her and got to the office a few minutes before she arrived.
Sungmin's gone and I don't even know where she is right now. I could still feel her kiss lingering on my lips, our last kiss. My heart feels more hurt as I remembered having her in my arms last night, both of us inhaling each other's scent.. for the last time.
I lied down on my bed and all I could think about was Sungmin.. my Kim Sungmin. Everything was still confusing to me; our break up, her going somewhere, everything. Everything just suddenly got complicated. Kim Sungmin, you owe me a big explanation.
I started crying again as I lied down on the space in my bed she used to lie in. Her scent was still there and I cried more as I inhaled it. What happened to us, Sungmin?
There was so much pain in my heart that I shouted her name as tears continued to come out of my eyes. "SUUUUUUUUUUNGMIIIIIIIIIIN!" I wanted to release the pain. I couldn't take not having her beside me. I won't allow myself to be married to Seohyun. I will find you, Sungmin. I will. I love you so much.
You can take away everything I have, but you can never take away the love I have for her
A/N: Early dismissal today. \:D/ While I was typing Kyuhyun's part, DBSK's "How Can I" played, then I started crying all of a sudden. ;~; It's the weekend once again. /Dances for joy xD